ii'm alone againz*

Awesome!!

2012-01-16T04:55:00.001+08:00

Haha, I was wondering should I blog but I really wanna BLOG about this..

hongki ~ FT ISLAND'S Concert is AWESOME! :) finally get to see him on stage live infront of miie!! LOVES~

although some disappointment but still ~ you're beautiful, hongki. :D

now u're still in Singapore but how I wish to fly to Korea!!! LOL!

Sarang hae~ 사랑해

:)

Aching body, arshi!!

I'm so Into Korean variety now.. and I gotta to know alot about them.. they are way much better in terms of funny compare to Taiwan.. lols. I strongly recommend to watch. any variety from Korea, trust miie it's worth than Taiwan or any hk drama series. LOL.

yawns~

Hongki & heechul ( super junior) his best bud. while heechul is serving army now. poor thing~

Kim heechul~ 1984. His a pretty boy , have milky skin . arghs. How could a boy be so pretty.. I don't get it, lols.

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whooot!!! I'm here to show my LOVE! :)

2011-12-14T01:40:00.001+08:00

here is my loooooovee :)

Any comments?!

Lee HongKi
A Korean born artist.
Ft island group band.
Lead vocalist.
Awesome and powerful vocal.
He is only 21, 1990s. :)
Although young but talented .

He dated older ladys.
One of his ex gf was 7 yrs older than him.
Cute and pretty boy.
Bad-temper.
Dislikes gf to expose on wearing.
Mature grown up.
Begin the naughtiest in e band.
One of his wish is to become the richest to buy the most expensive building in e world.

He can be very pampered and also very loving.

I'm so gonna learn Korea language.
I'm so gonna see him in e concert on Jan 2012 at SG.
I'm so gonna fly to Korea !
LOL!
I'm not back to post entries but simply llike him too much! ha..

lols! end of my love. Hahaha!!

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My last...

2011-10-11T00:10:00.001+08:00

Yo peeps! this will be the last entries of this .. Blog of mine. Idk how many of u reads my blog, thankful for begin a regular reader .

I shall put this blog to an end, there is so much and so much of memories in it. I wouldn't bear to end it but life for miie have to goes on if I'm still holding on so much of it and wouldn't let go.

If memories is meant to be kept then it shall be kept always but not in mind.

It can last miie a long entries if I have so much more to say. lols.

This blog won't be deleted but for Awhile more it'll be kept In private and only for invited readers.

It's October, soon coming to year end. Really hope year 2012 is a better one. :)

I shall wish everyone of you happy and blessed with lots of love .

Cheers to all. :)

LOVE FLYN,

Siew Yuen. :)

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Photos...

2011-10-10T01:57:00.001+08:00

Cozy cot on orchard central , 09 oct.

iPhone 3GS cui Liao. Soon 4S , I'm coming. Lastly, the above photo is a sampe design on iPhone 5. My love! lols. Hopefully.. I'm waiting. ;)

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post of this .. month

2011-10-03T01:22:00.001+08:00

Seriously, I don't like e month of October. no idea why.

I don't bother as well.. Anyway, my September wasn't good so I don't expect anything from October.

starting of e month, e feeling wasn't nice.. how am I to go thru e rest of e month.. damn..

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updates!

2011-09-25T11:01:00.001+08:00

Monday, claim hour off to prepare for e celebration of Yingz birthday. woken up at 11.30 am. =.=" I wished I could sleep longer to replenish wadever is gonna happen on Tuesday that I maybe can't even slp at all. LOL! And taaadaa~ I can't slp after 11.30 am. So watch my drama and finished it. Aftermath bathe and prepared to head off to fetch my feifei after her grooming wif my mum and took cab over to Jurong point for birthday cake. DIY cake, damn chio! lols. I don hAve e photos wif miie as I din took it down when I finished DIY-ing it and while celebrating for her birthday. =.=" I was busy wif singing happy birthday song. LOL! Vincent came wif eleen's son to fetch miie over to vincent's place. then started BBQ , while others was busy wif e charcoal and Peng-ing . I was relaxing myself at a corner when e wind was so soooonnnnggg. blowing miie to slppppp. LOL! and food was ready to eat when they Peng alot . After awhile , miie n Lynn went up to fried up other food and soon.. e rest of them reached . Steamboat time! I was glue to e tv and most of them was eating away. lols. had some laughter and the celebration was abit turn off. Finished wif e clearing of stuffs , dumping all e food and plates and all . Mopping e floor and washing e dishes. Done! And off we went over to lynn's place to slppppp.. one word, disgusting! Wif that sticky feel and yucky hair. Bathe! lols. after tt , drinking game.. din drink much and CONCUSS. LOL! woken up e next day when someone flip my bolster and put it back to my face. =.=" had lunch and back to slppppp. Haaha! woken up again late evening and off to dinner at Cck area. after dinner, home! I miss my pillow and bolster plus my fat little feifei . LOL!

Wednesday, was station at novena square 2 wif heshan, wangning and ben. Was damn late for work! Took cab over and then taxi uncle send miie to marina square! Gahs! Well, I stopped and took train over was running well late and the cab uncle din charge miie for e fare! LOL! reached, taken lunch jiu head off to orchard wif heshan to buy his item. Walked from DFS to paragon and takashimaya. Ended up, paragon to buy his $600+ de shiny shoe! I would like e paper bag . Haha! after tt head back to novena and meet up Lynn n Ryan for dinner. Had waruku pasta. After dinner jiu waited to off work and lynn's fren fetch us back to Cck lot 1 for Johnny English Movie! Bravo, *Clap hands* . As funny as usual . LOL! after movie, home.

Thursday, was at bukit timah plaza wif Elaine and heshan . Had lunch wif them and pool after tt. after pool jiu walked to mcd to slack till almost timing to go back to office for meeting. Meeting wif boss, I keep on catching on her English word. And new Korean girl.. hmmm.. head off for dinner wif Bonnie after meeting and .. Watson shopping after dinner! LOL! aftermath meet up Lynn and co. For drinking at boat quay. =.=". Went to white bar to drink, can't finish e beer , I still can't stand beer. horrible. LOL! left at 2 am , cab home.

Friday, novena square wif Ian n xiaohui. Left at 5 plus wif adrian to Clarke quay for a drink and dinner wif e rest. went to this bar , order 1-1 beer . Yucks! A cup gone e other jiu the rest of them finished. lols. After they reach jiu off to dinner at liang court. And back to e next bar to continue to drink BEER. LOL! and few more reached jiu all slack over there. Getting abit boring , wif e event held at Clarke quay for F1 . Ben win e pass for Sunday to watch F1. After tt head to neverland , Elaine and e rest reached. And the party starts! They're getting more n more crazy. Drink, drank, drunk. LOL! left at 1 plus . gahs! lols. the night was fun. :D

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off day..

2011-09-15T13:05:00.001+08:00

On Tuesday, woken up at 12pm and slack my day.. till 5 went to bathe and prepared to office for meeting. Reached jiu claimed my cab and mc up to 100 over bucks. LOL! and then meeting! Anyway, I've signed my 卖身契 with Delphin. Hahahaha!!! it's a agreement to our pay scheme and commission scheme. and tons of mistake to some terms. lols. Freddy will amend it and give us a new one. after meeting jiu went to bukit bOtak to eat dinner wif e rest. was raining .. somehow.. lols.. after dinner jiu head to bugis to find Yingz and waited for her to off work. Been kinda long that I hadn't wait for her to off work. LOL! aftermath we head to boat quay amber for drink and sing song. lol. she wanna drink , I wanna sing. So conclusion.. Pubs lo. lols! around 2.30am we went home..

Next day work wif Elaine at sembawang shopping centre. was bored after our lunch and raining cats and dogs outside but we still head off to bugis to sing song! lols. after singing she was playing billiard wif her frens an aftermath we head to mcd for dinner and then dhoby ghuat for thumbprint then to yew tee to look got Lynn and eleen while after tt Vincent came over and we head to mount faber but the lounge din open so we head off to Yingz house area
And all was closed for renovation.=.=".. aftermath jiu 去吃剪刀剪咖哩饭。lols. meet up Yingz and her fren too. after eating jiu head back home. ..

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off day..

2011-09-13T13:26:00.001+08:00

Yesterday was the last event at Clarke quay. Finally, finished.

Before that was at dhoby ghuat mrt station. I lost my way, =.=". Finally find my way to dhoby ghuat exchange and couldn't find our booth and after calling Adrian then knw Bihui haven setup yet, lols. meet up Adrian at Starbucks and head to eat while waiting for others. Elaine, Ian and heshan reached . After lunch jiu waited for Bihui to come over for e setup but still can't do setup so we push all others boxes of pots and stuff back to the store. so far away.. lols. Aftermath, head off to shopping and movie. went over to orchard for tt newly open H&M. Crowds was good but the clothing style abit not my type. haha. Then head to cineleisure for movies, contagion. lols, before I knew e movie is about wad I was total lost on " wad is the movie about?" haha! hmmm, kind of boring when the talking was alot but make miie understand what is the most suffering and new disease like our H1N1, SARS, those will kill one wif. how they come up wif the new cure. That's about it. lols. after movie jiu went over to Clarke quay and started our last one night . crowd was bad enough. We expected a better ones becos it's the last day. Sadly, nope. And boss came.. Finally , BANG GANG! headed off to boat quay for really late dinner and chatted awhile before we left for home. Home and bathe, rest and ... yawns!! lols..

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Updates!

2011-09-11T02:46:00.001+08:00

A post before slp. Am extremely shaggged out.. lols

Friday night was out after work wif Adrian, Ian, Xiao hui, he shan , Elaine, ben, Freddy and their frens for BEN's birthday celebration.

Meet up at orchard forum , we took bus from clarke quay to the back of ion and walked over. Damn far can! lols. I'm urgent to use toilet, damn far till there they chat like auntie .. very long.. =.=".. after reach , rush to toliet. lols. hmmm, the club butterfly was... ... Hahaha! abit cmi.. anyway, was fun though. play games, laughter.. and left at 2 am , Vincent n Lynn came down to orchard for meet up. and the rest of them head to neverland, =.=".. lols.

head down to james's place for supper and chatted away aftermath , HOME!

Next day was at united square, hmm.. not our day.. crowd was bad.. =/ .. Around 3 plus we head over to clarke quay, it was windy over at Clarke quay. Really like e weather so much , started to slack spittle before e crowds start and drizzling away, =.=".. Sigh! weather so windy okay, drizzling very hard to work. all of us was shagged out, plus welliang and a few came over too. while i was waiting for my customer to finish writing, I saw someone familiar. he was smiling to miie but I totally ignore . lols. Was too shaggged to smile back at him. Hahaha!! Work till 11 pm, took cab home! 11.20+ took cab, drop Ian and Adrian off I reached home at 12 plus. =.=".. lols!

Yawns!!!!

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2011-09-08T04:04:00.001+08:00

当你遇到一个你真的喜欢的人，不管他是比你大或小你都会不介意。

有道理…… 可是，我还没遇见。 :)

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≥﹏≤

2011-09-04T02:11:00.001+08:00

我已经…… 很……

疲惫不堪……
真的好累……

︶︿︶

……

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︶︿︶

2011-09-02T02:45:00.001+08:00

all I culd say is , I'm really sorry.

╯_╰

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Clarke quay events

2011-08-31T00:48:00.001+08:00

on monday was at funan IT mall wif Ian and xiaohui , was bored so three of us walked from funan IT mall to peninsular plaza for LAN shop but nowhere to be found so left for boat quay instead and then the building for LAN shop all closed down le so took bus st Clarke quay station to parklane LAN shop. Finally, found! Played from 2-3 plus and Adrian came .. saw miie playing L4D2 . hahaha!! Scared him, he tot I don't play any pc game.. LOL!太小看我了。aftermath , head to Clarke quay for our outdoor event. Reached jiu saw Weiliang , bihui n grace. They were still setting up while I played wif e ballonsssss.. lols. Setup finished jiu started working.. Boss reached jiu SCOLD SCOLD SCOLD us for nt wearing proper attire. WTF! Xiaochen say no uniform is okay de becos we reach Funan then told us gt event and want us to be there. how to prepared uniform.. And Adrian called up xiaochen to bring over. ZiHan came as well but left at 8 pm . Left miie , adrian n Ian. Was fun although very tiring but I enjoyed ! work till 11 pm n can back home wif them.

Next day was at the same place and left late noon to Clarke quay and started our work. Didn't do much becos I heard someone said " today u guys aren't suppose to be here and so crowded , didn't even help to make balloons or wrap gift only know to take appts " I knew she had no intention to directly say out but whoever heard this won't feel nice. Totally no mood to do anymore. so slack around n off work lo!! head home, tml off! Can sleeeeep le.. Haha!

By Delphin Singapore in celebration for the festival event.

Balloonssssss.. made by us..

Day 1 booth after setup. now idk how it looks shld be dirty or even messy.

Monkey

Dragon

Rabbit!!

Day time Clarke quay

Bungee Jump!!

Unnoticed shot, Adrian & heshan . Haha!

Our gigolo , 1. Zzen , 2. Ken , 3. Ian. Haha!

Blur shot, Day 2 .. Heshan, Bonnie and hidden Adrain. LOL!

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e niites out..

2011-08-26T21:54:00.001+08:00

On Wednesday, was at.. Imm wif Adrian , ben and Elaine. reached work jiu saw no one. Oops! haha, I was late and they went for lunch. While I sitted there and wait.. after awhile saw Adrian and Elaine and then ben from nowhere . lols. 11-8, all we do is to stuck our butt on the boxes of pots and franticly played Texas hold'em. WTF! was growling so much that told them to moved their butt to eat. lols! Adrian n I bought mcdonalds while ben went to eat ljs. Back to booth and continue. Good thing is I bring my charger along bad thing is Elaine forgotten to bring her charger hence she can't play cos her phone went flat. haha.. thanks goodness Elaine offer miie 100k if not I lose till drop pants. lols. all e way till off work.. =.=" .. can imagine how hard we played. none wanted to work! All stuck wif Texas. All thanks to Adrian, haha! he started wif it. after work jiu head home and prepared, then head out to meet up James and down to st. James. well, I don't really like e feeling of weird and alone. damn ! the feeling is back.. sucks! thankfully Lynn n co came and then Yingz came.. drink and enjoyed e live band. although it wasn't much to my liking but still can sit there and enjoy .. lols. after tt home. shaggged..

next day office wif xiaohui. yawns.. lols.. called and called e appts of our own.. manage to re-schedule. Then slacked away until Freddy received calls of complaint and asked us to call all back for immd meeting. then till e end no meeting at all and after tt steamboat again. =.=".. Sian.. lols..

And today was at sengkang wif xiaohui again! haha! And he shan. Tt fellow whom I uses a Taiwan photo to cheat him at Texas. Damn funny! he also very easily cheated, bth! lols! took 2 hrs off to do my insurance and done jiu head back. And WTF! Tio complaint becos no one at booth. =.=".. Didn't I tell heshan to stay at booth. Damn! heng matter not big.. Ar Bo, he better pay miie e fine. lols! aftermath jiu slacked at booth .. play game.. lols! then BANG GANG! bus home, so tired.. so so far.. =.="..

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...

2011-08-23T01:29:00.001+08:00

I used to like e multicleaner for iPhone as it can quit all apps at one shake for e device. But damn it, it shakes off my post earlier when I was on my way to work. =.="..

So I deleted e whole app away. lols.

On last Saturday , was station at.. sembawang shopping center. After work meet up Lynn for dinner. And eleen and mr egg came over. finished dinner was discussing wad to do and they suggest to play poker. Alright, head up to lynn's place to play. was pretty tired as these days din really slp well enough and was out wif them past wks. played blackjack to daidee to Texas to pear back to blackjack and I lose $20+.. Damn.. played for many hours.. Kan suay! no luck at all.

Slept at lynn's place at 6.30 am. =.=". gotta wake up at 9.45 am reach work at 11am. lols. was chatting away before slp.. and watching twilight eclipse. lols!

Woken up to work late, haha! so so tired! anyway, told them I lose $20+ playing poker and they laughed. idiots! And suddenly Adrian suggest to gathering , then ask wanna plan chatlet? I was okay, till they say play poker to win my money. Damn! lols. Haa. the suggest of chatlet might be coming few wks but the poker I wont be playing unless some big money ppl be banker ar Bo no need tot of winning my money! lols.

Afte work jiu meet up Lynn and eleen at yew tee to chat awhile jiu headed home. So tired, after bathe jiu concuss. Today work at raffles, punch in jiu head home to slp. lols! Woken up at 7 plus , bathe n headed out to punch out at Imm. Then went home.. bait stupid right.. Bo bian.. Sian!

before updating mu blog I was drinking a can of TIGER BEER. hahahaha!! anyone who went drinking wif miie knew that I don't drink beer not to even say tiger beer. lols! it was my bro's one but seems like that few cans he didn't wanna drink so I took one. lols! finished it too! Hahahaha! let's see..

;D

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enjoyable day!

2011-08-20T11:26:00.001+08:00

Friday was station at shaw house just right outside of Ralph Lauren boutique. It was a outdoor roadshow, hot and embarrassing . omg. lols.

Went for lunch at lucky plaza wif ZiHan and Adrian. after lunch jiu walked around before deciding where to go.. finally we come to a conclusion, we decide to group wif sembawang(elaine, ian and weiliang) and head to bugis for singing! lols. took train over and reached before them jiu waited on . Aftermath we stroll around and ktv time! Sing for two whole hours and e others were playing games inside e room and pool after tt whole miie n Elaine fallen aslp watching them played. lols.

Finished our activities jiu head to buy snacks to eat.. 我爱台妹! lols! I like their caramel milk tea and cheese fries bur not their popcorn chicken, super dry. I ate a few and throw off. After dinner jiu head to sembawang for thumbprint out. then took bus from there to orchard again! kinda =.=".. They should have informed miie earlier before I already on my way to reach sembawang! lols. sibei sian.. waste my transport, reached orchard point waited for Lynn , vincent and Ryan lee at e Starbucks. They were stuck inside e mall can't find the correct exit which led them to almost 20-30 mins then get outta of the mall. LOL! wad discussing where to go, after Lynn suggest to selegie de pub. Jiu head up to red antz club, =.=".. The place was crowded , nvm.. the mic was soft enough and the speaker wasn't good . Lols! I told Yingz thru whatsapp the mic can cause miie to break voice . And I have to cover one ear in order to heard my own voice, damn noisy wif e group of guys right at my back kept poking miie wif their elbow. left after two jug of beer, Lynn say dom and co was at avatar . So headed over at 1 plus. Reached jiu went over to 98 , no cover charge while Lynn was looking for dom. Finally found them and they wanna sua to other area. =.=".. good thing I stopped Vincent and Ryan from ordering drinks. lols. Then sua to golden mile Thai disco ! Very own Thai disco . Lols! That place was abit rundown and the singer there was so funny wif e guys pretend to be girls and get attention wif guys . Haha! Saw familiar faces, a ex-colleagues from Starhub. lols! surprisingly he is still alive, oops. Heard some news about him .. Well, hope u're doing fine although i don't really know wad happen. take care , fren.

Again, two jugs of beer. horrible taste! Singha beer, omg! drink a few slips and pushed away. we reached not long e club already closing.. we're e last table to leave. lols. after tt head to eat wif Dom and bob , chatted and left for home. I reached home was almost 5am! =.=".. bathe and head to bed.. concuss.. haha..

and I'm on my way to work.. blogging ! now on train towards sembawang. sian.. am hungry and sleepy.. yawns.. enjoyable day wif my bunch of apes and night wif e rest .

yawns.. .. .. zzzzZzzZzZz

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Morning!

2011-08-19T08:54:00.001+08:00

Morning! Such a long time hadn't post a morning entries.

The fact was, I couldn't sleep the whole night. I tot it was becos my off day I slept till late noon and it's hard for miie to get back to sleep at night. And , my guessing was wrong.

Been thinking alot..

What was on my mind , wad was pulling miie from going forward and wad was stopping miie all along.

I knew it was silly, it's been sometime.. I shld have let it go so that I can accept someone or even go for someone else. It really need to took miie really long just to put down everything. And how long it gonna takes?! idk .. ..

Everyone has been asking, what kind of guy I fancy? Seriously, I have no idea. If I say, tame and nice. Wouldn't I sound like , " I'm gonna eat him up". And if I say, someone who will tolerate my behavior.. None will. lols! so , why ask?! I won't want to say those words like aiming or choosing certain person just becos I want them to be like this or I need them to be the one I want. so, like guys who want hot and sexy , quiet and tame, lovely and cute, cheerful and energetic, guai and honest.. Then get urself a barbie doll. Or a puppet , to follow wad u want and need it to be the one u want. who wouldn't want someone of ur own standard and how u gonna find the kind u want. like ppl say, 没人嫌弃你，已经可以偷笑了。

wo lei le, suo Yi Qing qiu wo de nao dai bie zai geng wo nao pi Qi le. Wo shou gou Le, wo hui feng diao de.

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Updates

2011-08-18T00:25:00.001+08:00

A long awaited off day finally is tml. LOL! am really tired.. tml can hao hao slp le..

hmm.. idk wad I did over the past few wks.. other than working and working.. idk wad else.

few days ago meet up James wif Yingz over at woodlands mrt took train over to amk and took cab down to punggol there. Lyn and Vincent was there to prawn and crab . reached, the place was quite not bad. Kinda nice. got billiards , prawning, crabbing and fishing. heh, James caught a big fish. Real huge. spend hrs there to watch them catch and many ppl there to fish too. after tt jiu head home and slp.. next day gotta work..

Today was at bishan wif heshan, JJ, xiaohui and wangning. While Ian and Weiliang came to join us. yea, work till half way went to watch movie . Rise of the planet of the apes. The show was nice and touching. Imagine all of the apes are intelligent to helped one another and to protect their own loved ones. the think the way human thinks and they aren't there to harm humans but to help all their own type of animals to be free , rescue them and teach them sign language. damn worth to watch . after movie jiu head back to booth do a few more jiu bang kang!

I felt so lonely that no one is there to acc miie to eat or meetup at my area to chit chat like it used to be . sigh! I think I rely too much to think that it will always be there for miie . Now I gotta find someone to be there to acc miie to eat and meetup for coffee/tea. Ar Bo, kan sian! idk wad to do after work and on off day..

why is life so sucks?

And fucking sian!

It's so boring and fucking DEAD!

来，看看…… ⒈ ADRIAN , ⒉ HESHAN

⒊ IAN, ⒋ZIHAN, ⒌XIUYUN, ⒍WANGNING

⒎ XIAOHUI, 10. ELAINE

⒏ JUNJIE, ⒐ BEN…… 好笑吧！

It's draw on the box of pots!

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I'm..

2011-08-10T02:55:00.001+08:00

Really so so tired, I Want go on holiday! I want shop , eat and relax my fucking brain!

who wanna join miie?! Let's go .. TAIWAN! haha..

I wanna go shop till drop and eat till full full and also throw all those unhappy stuffs and irritating things away~

Yea! Life shld be enjoyable and also to live ur life happily and also spice up OUR life!!

holiday, holiday, holiday!!

Yea yea yea!! I'm crazy, becos everything is driving miie CRAZY!!

yawns..

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august..

2011-08-02T00:49:00.001+08:00

Now it's august.. how fast..

Today was at office wif Elaine, suppose to reach office at 12pm bur was late so reach an hr later! Ha! well, slacked for an hr wif Elaine at office sofa after that then move our butt to take appt cards from Eugene. damn lazy to call all e appts but really glad some of the appts did re-schedule their appts. ar bo no money to earn. went to buy lunch and sit at the interview room wif air-con and comfortable chair. Ha! after lunch jiu nua, Elaine fallen aslp while I watch my drama. then went to e other side for toilet jiu saw chris , used to be baby shop staffs but now a gd sales personnel . Yea! My English speaking clients finally have someone who speaks good English. Ha! after tt, jiu put my head down to call n call. Call till sian jiu slacked there. Walked about in and out of office, work till 9pm jiu went off from office. Tml off! Yes, can slp again. Hahaha!!

I'm waiting for my sales report, hope it's a good one!

Yawns..

Delphin's DIAMOND MACHINE!

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放了自己

2011-07-30T09:52:00.001+08:00

Magic Power《放了自己》

有一种尖锐
在心里搁浅
寂寞时特别强烈
呼吸刺痛纠结
有一些笑脸
公式化出现
计算出快乐假面
是痊愈
还是上了麻醉
放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

你有过期待
也有过等待
满腔热血只无奈
现实报废浪漫
人群中进行
孤单时复习
你的坚强很争气
只是怎么学不会忘记
放了自己放了回忆
放了世界不过如此而已
多少庆幸多少风景
在放了之后才清晰
放了自己放了回忆
放了那配不上你的伤心
你该诠释的不再是悲剧主角的残影
而是新的自己

当那幸福的号志
又一如往常的亮起
笑着放了自己

A nice song , was a soundtrack for <醉后决定爱上你> .

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birthday parties!!

2011-07-26T21:05:00.001+08:00

Ytd was at office, reached at 12 pm. telemarketers not yet reach. =.=". went for lunch wif Jeffery, he was just nearby at my office area. aftermath, jiu call.. call & call. sian, watched drama. Play game, Lols. then long Sheng bought dinner for miie, thanks! after work jiu head over prinsep st to meet up Yingz . Went to hk cafe for a drink while she had her dinner. And wait for Lynn to reach, waited so long after an hr then she reach. =.=". anyway, was suppose to head to heshan's birthday party. So left for it to chjimes @ central. damn god, all china niang. seated at our table mre than 8 of them. becos we have a total of 9 guys. ben, Freddy, Adrian, Ian, ken, heshan, heshan's fren, Wang ning and one dealer *idk his name* lols! yea, record a short video of heshan at stage for his 10s of martell. it culd be long but the bouncer don't allowed miie to take video, =.=".. left at 12.30 for lynn's side. club ocean @ parklane, wif bob , Dom and birthday boy AC . the blast over there make my ear deaf. lols. the model there too disgusting, wearing bra wif panty and using nivea's lotion to spread all over their body. Yucks! I wonder why such club culd hve such show. Omg. Left at 1 plus , Vincent came over for meet up. Head to lavender for supper and then back home.

I had my beauty slp TODAY!!! so happy. Hahahha! tml working at ION.

Yawns..
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happy birthday!

2011-07-24T23:58:00.001+08:00

Happy belated birthday to dearest ZiHan :)
Happy birthday to Freddy
And
Happy advance birthday to HESHAN!

LOL! today I was saying, 来，免费钢锅送…… 拿一个可以摸HESHAN三次。
哈哈哈哈……

was at westmall today, pissed off wif that thumbprint machine. can't get my finger print and it won't log in for my punch in. Damn it! Hell you, made from china.
After tt, it was the crowd so damn it! Been there for two wks , I don't expect hw gd it will be. But hw could it be from 12 pm to 3.30pm I'm still taking 0 appts , somemre it was Sunday. fuck damn to all the ppl at westmall. nearly wanna quarrel wif one of this customer, she was too incorrigible! she say it loud infront all of the crowds that we're so horrible, going to her house to clean and keep pushing her to buy and wad sort.
To be clear; it might be our sales person hard selling and to wad u guys shld knw.. We're doing SALES! don't hard sell we earn wad shit, MADAM!! u knw wad is sales anot?! Fuck u! I culd have give her a tight slap , I'm so fucking pissed off already and low morale damn u still shout at miie. Arghs!! Hell you , madam.. for having a gd husband who will apologize and pull u away to not mess things up . 你他妈的丢脸。that was said by HESHAN. hahahaha!!

after work jiu head over to bugis wif heshan, Ian and ZiHan at billiard fusion. Walked up to ktv room and saw Adrian, ken, Zzen, elaine and Wang Ning . Whoot big group, was suppose to celebrate ZiHan n heshan's birthday. Had fun laughing at KEN and Zzen. lols. First time out wif them, I knw Zzen was super crazy type, added ken in. They matched like twins. lols! I shld hve video down hw they sing song , bending, jumping and squatting. lols. ZiHan left earlier as she wasn't feeling very well and zZen he have to return home early to tke cre his wife n baby. Adrian n Ian left earlier than us, aftermath I left for home via last train. Recently been taking cabbie like no need money, fucking rich. But I'm broke Liao la! lols.

yawns.. tired.. tml heading back office, gonna claim my cab fare n other fare.. which close up to $50-60 bucks.. LOL! And my mc.. claim.. hahaha..

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KNN! DAMN ANGRY!

2011-07-24T02:17:00.001+08:00

U all think I keep quiet, always thought I won't say anything ?! U TAKE MIIE AS A FOOL AH!!

KNN! UR PART TIMER NOT FEELING WELL, CAN'T WORK AND HOW N HOW! MY DAMN PROBLEM AH?! EVERYTIME PART TIMER LAST MIN CANT WORK THEN CHANGED MIIE HERE N THERE. IM A FULL TIMER, NOT PART TIMER FOR U TO CHANGED LOCATION ON LAST MIN SOMEMORE!

U TRY MIIE ONE MRE TIME, I THROW ALL MY FUCKING TEMPER ON U. MAKE SURE U KEEP QUIET AND SAY NOTHING!! I'LL SCREWED U UP AND TWIST N TURN .

I MAKE SURE UR PART TIMER NO LONGER GIVE SUCH FUCKING PROBLEM AND ALSO GET THE HELL LOST FROM DELPHIN. I WON'T FUCKING WANNA SEE THEIR FACE AND THEIR DAMN NAME ON THE SCHEDULE. I CAN TAHAN ANYTHING BUT NOT MAKING USE OF MIIE OR EVEN USING MIIE LIKE THIS.

DAMN U ALL! FOR DAMN FUCKING MAKING MIIE LOSE ALL MY MOOD! AND LOOK AT THE TIMING, KNN! IM SOOOOOOOO ANGRY!! PISSED OFF!

I'm gonna be back the old self. I'll show my fucking attitude and fucking behavior, I won't be so nice anymore.
I'll no longer give a damn about it. I tried to be nice to ppl and hope I'll get the same back but not like this in a sense I shld be that way.

我静静不出声，就当我白痴。
我不想忍我也不要在做个好人了。
不要再对人那么好，对人好就会被吃。
我脾气不是那么好的让你们骑到头上。
真是他妈的，姑奶奶，我顶你的肺。

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enjoyed wif them.

2011-07-23T23:52:00.001+08:00

On Friday, was wif JJ , Elaine and ZiHan. And I was suppose to go to a event at turf club for some dinner event and boss wants Singaporean to go there to take appts. Damn ma Lu! Sibei pai seh! KNN! end up, none wanna go and at last JJ go wif ben . LOL! a little sacrifice won't make u lugi de. hahaha!! anyway, before JJ left for e event we wnt for a movie. Watched Wu Xia by Donnie yen. Hmmm, the wu xia is actually e lighting strike. LOL! don't knw wad I mean right, then go watch and u'll knw. it's not worth it , I don't find it nice. damn waste my money at e end is like this. =.=".. after tt we slacked around and went out of westmall to e market for DBS bank, Elaine wanna drop cheque. then head to buy some snacks and go e way back wif eating away. Not long later, Adrian called and ask if wanna go bugis for ktv n pool. Then while we head over was already on e mrt , Adrian called again said wangning doesn't wanna go le. =.=". Damn them! nvm, we go sing lalala song for an hr becos e room was full and only an hr's time to sing. So from 6-7pm, only $9.45 . Cheap! for 3 person only $3. haha! Aftermath Elaine saw e scarf from this fashion , wnt in and she bought at least 4 scarf, 3 dress and 3 leggings , while ZiHan bought 1 skirt only and I was 2 skirt each $5 only and one legging also $5 only. Damn cheap. after tt head to bugis village and shop around. bought a black long pants , satin cloth very cooling for $10 bucks only. then went to one of this shop and saw a white long top very nice. we tot of having it as our uniform for girls and asked for black color, took e pic down which wear by ZiHan and send to Freddy , if boss approve we'll take at least 20 pieces. but I really prefer e white one. And one piece cost $30 lo. Quite ex that's why I suggest as our uniform. Hhahaha!! aftermath jiu head to mos burger to rest our feet, walked for few hrs le. Tired.. lols. and waited for zihan's bf to reach. While waiting, Freddy send us a text which was the scheme for commission and pay. though it do us gd but this scheme will only worked out for a period of time only. becos too many of us already decide to leave Delphin or even changed to part time. That's why Freddy helped us to fight for our scheme. idk if it works but really hope to at least be much more than 23-28 will get 4k . lols! not till 30 of it , still able to get 4k. can see hw big e diff Liao. And after zihan's bf reached, jiu left for home.

And today was station at east Pt, damn far and the ppl there was so bad for e respond. omg! idk hw to work on tml for e same place.. hmmm..

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Party time!

2011-07-20T22:07:00.001+08:00

Went on party on ytd, went home to rest my body well for night's party. then head back to thumbprint and left to meet up my girls. took bus to boat quay n walked over to clarke quay. Head to waruku to have my dinner, share my set meal wif Lynn. had our full, walked off to shanghai dolly. Entry free for ladies. But then, not ladies night and also the hard liquor there really ex. It's not tt I can't afford is I don't bear to pay that price. lol. after discussion, we decide to head to lynn's pub where she worked there for part time. then Yingz came after tt , Ryan lee and also James. Started to play blackjack wif them. I'm the banker , lose big time!! So lucky of them and so unlucky of miie. LOL! Drank few cups and I'm feeling so unwell. oh damn, I can't take much liquor nowadays .. so lousy Liao! haha. puke few times. Thanks to my ladies ya.. :) anyway, that pub wasn't much crowd. And also quite relax place. hope my ladies enjoyed e night. And of cos e other two accompany ones. haha. after tt , jiu back home. I rmb knocking my forehead to my gate where my balcony was having my bro n his fren seated there to smoke. Haha! I still seat down and lied there motionless. LOL! after my bro tapped miie a few times to get miie up n asked miie to go back my room to slp. haha. I also rmb lying flat and hugging fei fei like my bolster . hahaha!! so poor thing, my cute one. she was slping on my arm becos she couldn't move and toss. hahaha!

woken up next morning wif a really bad hangover and prepared to work place. wad I do after I reached... thumbprint and back home to rest again! Hahaha!! Around evening, head back to booth to start work.. do a few appts and off work. I still had my hangover .. shaggggged.. !! Good thing tml off.. can slp well..

Headache.. sigh..

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Updates..

2011-07-18T18:25:00.000+08:00

Last sat, was at .. parkway parade wif freddy's group and the day before received schedule wif another event at Toa Payoh lor 2 , sfcca . Started working wif them and get down wif ben to Toa Payoh. Reached.. hmm, the place was lok cock and half way thru renovation plus tuition's place. damn! Hot dao I wanna kill ppl. stay from 3 to 7 plus. took a few appts. Boss said, single also take. Alright! And took a really old man. Lols! Rich okay!! Stay at cairnhill road . LOL! after work jiu stroll to mrt wif Ian n Elaine. Took train back home, dragging that dead body. Home, bathe n slp.. so tired..

Next day was at westmall , also hot and surrounded by food fair. Faint! Cecilia came over to wait for miie to watch movie at woodlands. so sorry, make her wait for an hr. after tt , meet up Lynn at yew tee station then together we wnt over to causeway Pt to meet up wif Li Jun n Andy. yeap, watched Harry potter . Nice! Worth watching! Gees. after movie jiu took train wif Lynn home. Reached home jiu bathe n rest.. slp..

and today was at simei, east point. Damn far! wif Heshan, elaine n ben. Took train wif Elaine to meet up Adrian n Ian for a job interview which they found at newspaper article . A wk before Ian called to knw about it. and today they arranged for an interview wif the manager. Walked over from city hall to the building , high street centre. Is just right opp boat quay. Hmm, over the interview.. wasn't really keen on . Wad they're doing was .. Selling of land plots to potential client , they have roadshow , events, hotel events and even cocktails event. Have to meet up wif high end clients and sell then our land . Earn wif a basic of 1.2kto 1.5k only and a plot sold earned commission up to 1.5k to 2k. And monthly there will be leads given maybe a group of 4 leads to closed the deal and if the group was to share among for the commission , it will be like 500 to 1k only. =.=".. Although she did mention that it was flexible and report to manager daily on the schedule and we culd do our own things. And compare to my current job, which is mre better ?! LOL! I'm flexible as well becos I'm at Starbuck coffee now! Hahaahahaha!! Was told there will be a brief presentation on Wednesday to know more on the company . hmmm, shall see. lols. I'm so so slpy. lols.. later heading back to booth and till 9 then can go back home. Sian ah!!! =.=..

Girls!!! Tml PARTY TIME!! :)

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Added another new one..

2011-07-13T01:43:00.001+08:00

What I meant was, added new wish to my wishlist.

Saved more money..

at e end of the year..

Going PARIS to shop for branded.

Sounds stupid right!! Hahaha!!

Becos Paris cheaper , that's the place which manufacture them!!

Cheaper by few hundred bucks..

Were talking about it wif pei pei. Haha!

And we already said to earn mre n saved mre to buy buy buy.

But recently just saw a fren's photo.. Which she bought a few branded stuffs from hong kong. And she claim it was cheaper than sg. How much cheaper and what stuff she bought not very sure yet. hopefully she will fb them out. lols.

It triggers miie whether is Paris or hong kong. Hmmmm.. hee..

gonna take up another job , so tt can saved up more. Yeap!! anyone joining?! Please saved up more money to be able to shop shop shop! hee :)

Soon, Paris.. here I come!!

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Delphin gala dinner's photo

2011-07-11T01:34:00.001+08:00

Below is the photos for Delphin Gala Company Dinner on 08/07/2011:

Our Delphin Killer Girls ~ hahahahaha.

Close up~ Elaine babe and Flyn .

Full length , aiyo~ face so big. arghs!

See~ SAI GANG WARRIORS! FIGHTING!

SHAGGGGGGGED! Receptionistsss..

All seated including standing de are delphin promoter. How sucks!

Lai lai~ goodies bag, no purchase no appts needed! JUST TAKE LA!

Can see how crowded, now know it SUCKS the way we do our sai gang.

Haa, did u see the red booklet, it's from AIA insurance . Boss's husband.

Finally, it's dinner time. But all shagged like hell. Where is the dinner????!

Aiyo!!! Pathetic, we shared a piece of nuggets.

Left to right; Elieen, ZiHan & miie

Left to right; elieen, ZiHan, miie & elaine

Ooooh, I like this pics~

So white, alamak.. I mean elaine.

Beautiful lady , ;D

Have a drink?!

Idk, who took this.. and.. ..

and.. And.. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. .. ..

Top to bottom; Zzen, JJ, Wangning, ZiHan, siew yun, elieen, Adrian, heshan, Elaine, Ian, Jason.

DELPHIN~~~ HUAT AHHHH!

LAI AGAIN!! YAM SENNNNNNNG~~~

Pretty woman, walking down the streets~ hahahaha!! Sibei tall leh..

They can go modeling.

Club resort ~ elieen and miie.

Photo mess~~

Hungry till wanna eat spoon. Ahaha!

End.

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Delphin Gala Dinner

2011-07-09T04:27:00.001+08:00

on Thursday slept till 11 am woken up , slack at home becos weather was damn hotty. can't tahan, imagine u bathe out and u're sweating Liao. Yucks! hate , really hate such weather. Hot dao bu xing. anyway, prepared and headed out. Went to paya lebar to look for christy for my nails. Did pedicure .. hmm, not to my satisfied. I'm nt very fussy, am I?! Ha! Maybe I just want perfect! Oops =x all I want is just to suit wad I say and do it with no excuses, like.. " it's not nice if the color blends.. This design don't suit u.. I think it's more better to do it this way.. ". One thing, I pay for wad I do. So am I right to choose hw I want to do it. Frankly, the staff sucks! If it's not christy busy, I won't wan others to do for miie. once is enough, that's my limit. I won't patronize again, unless I really had no choice becos I want to do it by none where is able to take my appt. If it's not my passport haven do, I'll run inside to jb to do. Cheaper and also it will satisfied miie. alright, end of it. Next, down to bugis and looked for jean n trista. Bought a dress at room 707 for my company dinner. Seriously, I love that dress! Becos of the pattern and it's unique. :) LOVES! aftermath, head to buy stocking and tube and then to diva at bugis junction for my necklace. Done! Finally.. after tt jiu head home, half way home Lynn called. Took train at the opp side to outram and meet up Lynn, Vincent and Joe. They were having frog porridge . while Lynn was having fish sliced bee hoon soup. Shared wif her , taken some n full! After dinner jiu head home, Vincent send us home. Reached home jiu bathe n slp..

Friday, our delphin gala dinner.. woken up and head to raffles to thumbprint, aftermath head to wisma atria to buy my fitflop shoe. Damn, LOVES! finally, cost miie a hundred buck. Worth it was, it saved my feet from aching and of cos those shoe which torn and torture my feet, poor feet feet! At last, feet feet is rescued! LOL! Then head to Cck lot 1 for my hair. I wanted go trim alittle , end up.. It was two inch short!! Damn you, Kelvin. LOL! want ppl cut and cut till short jiu blame ppl. Ahaha!! hai~ hope it grows back soon.. lols! And had my hair thong curl.. Finished! Quickly run home .. I had tt feeling , I'll be late to ballroom. bathe and changed , makeup.. done! Rushed to raffles to thumbprint out and then took mrt to city Hall and walked over. Reached was sweating .. saw JJ , Elaine and ZiHan.. Others not yet reach. Jiu prepared all those receptionist things and kids lucky draw.. WTF is.. Company dinner and why are we doing all those shits?! we have to helped out for those CUSTOMERS INVITATION AND KIDS TO PLAY AT BUFFET ROOM WIF STAFFS TAKING CARE OF THEM. isn't it our company dinner, why and what are those customer doing here?! Very fucked up! We were so busy for almost two hours.. so messy and those customer won't lined up and wait.. They came and rush us.. damn! scared no seats meh.. knn! after tt we went in, seated our table .. 11 of us.. chatting n laughing away.. And then after awhile , shits things again. Collect and distribute flyers for AIA insurance company. And WTF! Our lady boss's husband is AIA insurance's vice president! =.=".. speechless.. LOL! Some video of us.. taking customer's appt at booth.. Mine part last one min.. " so pai seh" .. everyone was watching... and they shout my name out loud.. and all looked at our table.. *faint* .. lastly, we walked off after alot of customer left. All of us, head to Thai club at east coast park, club resort. Reached at 11 plus and left at 1 am. headache and slpy.. Lols.. reached home jiu bathe .. blogging.. Watching tv.. gonna slp..
Wad surprise miie was, my curls was still the same curls that last miie the whole day till I returned home from club and it's still curly. I din apply any mousse or spray to keep the curl at shape but instead I uses serum to keep the curl loose . LOL! thanks to ocean 大哥! :) haha..

Yawns..

at dinner, I had tt feeling.. so lonely..

at club, I had tt feeling.. when can I lean on someone's shoulder again?!

Left to right: Adrian, Ian, Wang Ning.

Left to right: siew yun, elaine.

ZiHan

Top to bottom: Adrian , Wang Ning, JJ .

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Update~ July~

2011-07-03T02:45:00.001+08:00

it's July, which means half a yr has gone. So far, how is everyone doing?!

Year 2011, to miie ... lots of bloody things happened and also sibei suay!

But, what is past has already pass.. looking forward to what is coming on..

oh yea, update!

recently, work was bored.. the day before meet up Lynn and co. went over to bukit timah rail for supper aftermath movie time!! Watched transformer 3~ I find it not bad, but Lynn n co. say it was so so only compare to 1st n 2nd, 3rd lose. anyway, had watched my favorite movie. So next is Harry potter .. hmmm..

well, today had a bad day. Woken up late and suppose to reach novena square by 11 am . I leave house at 11.20 plus and then took cab over. Reached at 1.00 pm .. Cab Fare was $30 bucks!! WTF!! hw ex it is!! PIE JAM DAO SIAO!! I jam for 1 and half hr.. I late for 2 hr.. total, I deduct $130 . 2 hrs late was $100 bucks plus cab fare.. Fxxk!! But then JJ helped miie, told Freddy bout it. So they say to get 10 appts and they waive one hr off. And dear fate, why do u play miie out. All others have already reached 10-20 appts and I'm stuck wif only 4-6 appts. WTF! I still have to beg them to take the pots n services for miie to off work fast. wth! First time eve doing this to just get the pots off.. arghs! fucked up day!! KNS!

We had our photo taking day on Friday noon. Below will be the photo. Anyway, 8th July will be our company dinner. We came up wif all sorts of themes , damn funny.. even SM also have. Haha!

Delphin FAMILY! :)

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updates..

2011-06-21T23:47:00.001+08:00

Was out wif Yingz to bugis someday I don't rmb which day. lols! Had our lunch at waruku and chatted away. time flies, when was the last time we had our lunch/dinner together ?! hmmm.. Was pretty long ago. we hardly have time together, as we have our own life . shld meet up mre often like before. :)

After tt , head off to shop for her stuffs . then went to visit two old ppl. lols, such a fine day but becos of them the day turn out to be tornado or even earthquake. Sibei jia lat, the way they talked or even say will pin someone to death. Hahaha!!

then we left jiu head to watch movie at iluma for laddaland. hmmm.. no comment.. nt worth to watch but scary. Movie ends, jiu took cab home.

Reached home, bathe n slp.. ..

Next day, work.. and the day on.. Work.. and on.. Work..

Monday, was station at suntec pushcart.. reached work , thumbprints and off to home.. slept for an hr , woken up by Shareen . Meet her at jp, slacked to killed time aftermath took bus head back to suntec n thumbprint and took bus back home again.

Next day, tuesday. Was station at suntec lvl 1 fair. Boring! Reached booth saw no one, seated there for an hr . Saw Adrian wif his daughter. Such a cute little one. aftermath JJ and 3 others came back . Head off to shop at marina and then decide where to go, 3 of them went to find Michelle for mj and I went to town to meet up Yingz . Yeap, taken my lunch at cineleisure de jalan Kayu cafe . After Yingz reach , jiu head to old town for her lunch and I had curry wif bread. Lols! had a super full lunch. then slowly stroll to ION orchard, wait for her bf. walked to Burberry. =.=", wth! They're having 50% off. Ahhhhhhhhhh!! Wanna killed myself , if let heshan knw.. Hahahaha!! LOL! after tt to LV, saw a bag I fancy. cost 1650. hmmm, told Yingz if June sales good . I'll buy. Hahahaha!! If only. who knws .. lols! after her bf reach, head to international building for party world. Suppose to be $10.40 for a person but was for member which I din kne. and turn out to be 16.90 per person. since both of them fine wif it , jiu sing song time!! two hrs session wif a drink included. 8 pm ended, when billing it was only 8 bucks per person. Hmmm! Heh, earned it. Haha! then walk back to lucky plaza and took bus back to suntec, thumbprint le jiu head home. Thank you to die on miie , iPhone! and sibei LAN, party world de plug nt working ! Wth!

One mre Day to off day. Super tired! shaggggged..

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I had alot to say, would u dare to listen?!

2011-06-15T05:27:00.001+08:00

looking at the time now.. Yes, I still had my slping monster coming to visit miie. lols. anyway, I think I'm gonna dead soon. lalalalala~

Oh, I dislike ppl who purposely indirectly say things out. And worse of all, none of them knew that person. Except, the one telling and e other one whom wasn't even keen to listen. And what's more? HEY, FUXXKER will you please grow up alittle, what is there to say when such things was already ages ago. going around telling other ppl's no good, u're no better too! seriously, I had no idea why would I spend a yr wif such person. lols! thinking back, I really felt awkward. LOL!

I despise u. Without tt foul mouth, u're quite a better person. true?!
*EXCLUDE his character and personalities * lols!

I really had no good words to say about u. LOL!

am I really bad , to say all this behind your back? Hmmm.. I think.. ..
"YOU DESERVED IT!"

Remember u ever shout at miie, saying I deserved it, becos I make u mad even though I have apologize ?!

:)

I rmb every words u say, no matter hw 难听。

edited version*

That post was ytd's , getting tired leave it in draft.

Anyway, ytd was at .. Tampines 1 wif ben n Elaine. around noon time, all four location's roadshow booth is totally empty. LOL! Ben went to meet up Adrian n xiaohui(anchor pt) to MBS . heshan(rivervale mall) meet up wif us to shopping at orchard. ZiHan(rivervale mall) & wangning(suntec pushcart) went home to slp. Happening ah, hahaha.

Took train down to paya lebar n change to dhoby ghuat station then change to marina to orchard. Yeap, head over to DFS to check out Burberry. heshan bought a blue polo tee and I bought a black polo tee wif tt 30% discount. then head to shaw for Ralph Lauren going on 50% for classic polo tee. Saw this ladies wear nt bad but no black all white. heshan bought a polo tee from there. Aftermath head to takashimaya and wisma atria for latcose on 3 polo tee going on 25% . then saw fitflop but no discount for the design I want. Damn expensive. Sigh.. After tt head back to shaw , had my late lunch at mcd. finished, jiu took bus back to booth. Not long after we're back, ben came back too. lols. quickly do a few and off work! took train hm. Thank god, not much ppl . Haha.

Today, was at rivervale mall . Lost my way, expect today to get nth. Tat area is chui but manage to cover my few tt is nt fill. Imagine 3 not fill up and 4 mre taken down. Total 7 of appts I did at such chui area. LOL! compare to tampines 1, of cos tampines 1 will be Better. Idk wad's wrong wif the crowd, seriously. Lols! had my lunch alone and ZiHan came over to acc miie. Chatted away after tt head back booth and do our work. thank for coming over , If nt I think I'm nt gonna move my body to work. lols! around 6 , ZiHan left and around 6.30 ben return back. Went to have our dinner and back to booth . waited for time to off work and home.

tml, off day! Finally. yeap, tml shld be a great day , meeting Yingz to bai bai and shop around and on.. hees..

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grins

2011-06-11T02:50:00.001+08:00

Soon, someone is getting married. congrats! may you n ur wife-to-be blessed wif bliss and happiness. :)

He so .. idk wad to say, speechless. haha! he asked miie, if I'm going for his wedding dinner and added another sentence " I scared u too awkward , nvm I understand de . If too awkward, don't go is okay". =.=".. Hmmm, i smile. LOL! wad more culd I say?! Hahaha! Simply too funny Liao la! alright, I also knw wad he means. lols!

I'm thinking about it, whether to go or not. Partly becos I knw he'll go no matter wad becos JJ is his buddy. And the situation will be very awkward, making miie too uncomfortable. but if I stay on this company till that day, wouldn't it be more awkward when the whole company ask miie why I din go?!!! LOL! !!!! =.=".. two head big!! haiya, when reaching then say la.. LOL!

I'm suffering insomnia again! Arghs!! No matter hw tired I'm, why can't I just slp !!! The next day, totally no mood plus no strength to chiong . HOW! KNN! I can't take slping pills, afraid I might overslept or totally can't wake up. Lol!

anyway, I really need a short getaway! But nt now, maybe aug or sept. Need to free my mind, maybe I'll feel better. Quick earn mre money !! Go for a better one , worth to spend! Yes!!

Yingz, earn mre money then we can go wif sliver to relax ourselves. :)

...

slp! I need get my slp!! YAWNS!!

Meow,meow,meow~

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speechless..

2011-06-08T03:38:00.001+08:00

Monday, I was at westmall wif Ian and zihan. was suppose to reach booth at 10.30 but we're all late. They reach 11.30 and I was 11.41. so we stayed on till 8.30 as for ZiHan she left at 8 . Started working, to my surprise the area was good. manage to do like 8 appts in only 1 hr's time. after we've all did well, Ian wnt home to slp. As for miie n ZiHan we tot of watching movie just right at westmall. so we leave our booth and went upstairs to buy tickets. watched x-men first class , hmmm.. not bad . maybe I don't rmb the first few stories, so I'm quite confused. quite interesting n funny. yeap, movie ends we went back to booth. and then we found out, our pots was missing.. like quite a few.. and after some investigation .. it's like 9 pots was missing.. !!! becos, our redemption form was having 9 customer's info but no appt date and the phone number was all fake one. damn! and also, someone admit there was customer taking and he see each of them taking one by one and he was the one who serve them. So nice of him, really thank u for making my 9 pots GIVING OUT FREE, u asshole. when we confront him, he say it was his responsibility to give but he was nt from delphin ! he tot to write their info down jiu can anyhow take for free. WTF! u think so easy?! are u the boss of delphin or all brawn no brains ! we din ask u to take care of the booth, it has nth to do wif u even if customer asked u wad is it all about. u brainless creature! don't u knw hw to reject customer or even tell them u don't knw , the staffs nt around , come back later! idk wad else to say , u still dare to shout at us! really fed up! nv been so fed up before at delphin, idk this asshole is trying to fool us or cracking a prank. call up Ian to return to booth immd and talked about this matter. As we come to a conclusion, is to asked each of his staffs including him to pay if nt jiu only him to pay for compensate. End up he didn't want and say we're at fault too. Of cos we know but hw are we to find back tt 9 pots. if nt another way is he have to find back at least 5 pots for us. After some argument , we say to get those appt cards tt we did nt do to filled up by all of his staffs. To cover the lost of the pots. Knn! I curse this asshole! Kan suay working with such weird person and unreasonable. after work jiu head home , damn tired.

Tuesday, woken up at noon. Prepared and headed out to meet up pei pei at her hse area. went for lunch then to her hse to help her wif ur hair. while doing , we were watching a scary movie. Erm, was abit horrifying but idk wad the fucked was the movie all about. wasted my time to watch and my effort to try to understand . damn! wad a movie, so lan! Weather was damn hot and her place have no aircon , I was sweating all the way. till evening time buay tahan Liao, asked her to move to my place to do. Took cab over to my place and continue doing. till ten plus finally done. Result wasn't really nice due to the cream she bought wrong. overall still alright. so tired.. yawns..

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headache!! Arghs!!

2011-06-05T00:25:00.001+08:00

Insomnia looked miie up again! But the day before I was station at suntec galleria alone. Hai. went to coffee bean to slack my lunch hr away. bought a pure caramel drink and seated one corner and watch my drama and my 罗志祥的 “罗辑课”. after one and half hr head to walked around , get a drink and a auntie's Ann pretzel . back to booth, sit at the cupboard wif two doors open and a cardboard just beside miie to stop ppl from crossing over my booth and also to lean my arms . boredom is all I culd say and headache came to visit miie. Damn god, the haze of the food republic and the crowds going thru totally knocks miie hard. head hurts so much. felt like lying inside e cupboard to slp through my hrs to off work. LOL! after bihui reached to deliver the pots awhile later I left off for home. Wif tt heavy head , home le and bathe jiu concuss.

today, my head hurts again. Due to insomnia and also there was a total of 16 peeps working in EXPO BOOTH . WTF! No space to even stand and all snatching for each other's customer. super slow miie wif tt headache and painful shoe tt hurt my foots so much. standing for 9 hrs , omg. thankful for them to help miie while I'm so restless. too tired le, wif all the mess we made at the booth. Pots everywhere.. flyer all over the floor .. plus pram blocking the way. hw to work?! lols. our booth is only half , e other half is for baby shop. we stood in other ppl's booth and they were so bu shuang jiu tried to snatch zihan's customer to their booth. lols! they din knw they actually offended our dear ZiHan. She was so angry and wanna talk them out , like asking for a fight. *SHOCKED* but JJ and Freddy stopped her from doing so, we're all working so is them. Although they wouldn't so irritating than insurance's agent but we might be blocking their way too. anyway, also did my target today. and, I met Yingz fren ~ Joy See. if you happen to see this, hahaha! She get a pot and free cleaning services from miie! LOL! AND please visit ur dear Joy , her tummy is getting bigger. Rmb to buy her gift for her new born baby. :) hee. oh well, after work all damn shag off. Took mrt till clementi and took bus home. Damn tired, wif that aching body , heavy head and red swollen foots. am I still a human begin?! haha! Yawns! niites!!

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shaggggg..

2011-06-03T01:37:00.001+08:00

Today really shagggged! Was at expo for motherhood fair. whoot! The crowd was so so only, but almost all of us.. like crazy. Fighting for each other's amount nt to be lesser than any other. becos the one who took less than anyone have to go to suntec galleria the next day. and I'm quite glad I did well although I lose to almost all full timer but I really did well. ben say to JJ, " siew yun did a great job. I think she is really gd, the appt she take those quality really gd but hw come her selling pt so low. ". I was just beside, wondering as well. Hw come my selling pt so low . I culdnt figure out as well, either dealer fucked up or customer fucked up. Two reason. That's it. lols! and well, at 6 plus our pots finished off. Totally empty . lols! called Elaine to bring pots over from suntec , she bought 28 pots. Which is three and the half boxes. less than two hrs, finished off ! lols! Just nice, all off work le. okay, handout all appt cards. I'm the lesser for all full timer. =.=".. and I already knw I'm gonna go suntec.. but Freddy want all of us to head to expo. If it's nt tt suntec management fucked up, I wouldn't need to be there tml. Arghs! Anyway, my foot is damn pain. Becos of the new shoe I bought for work. Damn! Tml wearing slipper le la.. lols.. so so tired.. Oh ya, I saw someone familiar. Shocked miie is tt, the person was carrying a child.. =.=".. I tot, wah! when did he married someone and have a child so big already?! lols! becos of my curiosity , I went up and asked! Ask wad?! Of cos nt ask if he knws miie but to take down his appt! Lols!! after tt then knw, of cos he isn't the one i know but is a Malaysian. He own a salon wif his wife. No wonder the wife hair so style. I kept catching a glance at the husband. Too alike, closed to alike. well, if I happen to run into him, will take a close up look and then decide whether to tell him he have a identical twins. Hhaha!! Yawns.. yawn..

Niites !

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Farewell party!

2011-05-31T14:29:00.001+08:00

After work head off to bugis and meetup the rest of them for a FAREWELL PARTY! took bus from Thomson all the way to bugis , reached early than them and walked to village and visit 老人家. Still the same, haha. chatted awhile and headed off to Mac to meetup. Grace b he shan reached and then ZiHan n Elaine , took our dinner and waited for the rest. After longsheng n Ian reached, jiu walked down to pool fusion. Elaine's fren worked there, so can get discount. hees. Play pool for half n hr, waited for our room to be ready. after tt, singing battle begins. lols. I didn't knw , delphin hve so many 歌后，歌王. Haha. All of them so gd at Singing. lols. sing for two whole hrs an left for ratchada, Adrian was there. yeap, listening to live band and watched them playing games n all. boredom.. head home after awhile, reached hm bathe n concuss. lols!

Next day , was at suntec galleria. Reached and thumbprints, aftermath .. SHOPPING SPREE STARTS! =D
Shopped at marina, bought one pants and a jumpsuits from M)phosis. damn cheap. Cos GSS, going on 50-70% off. Yes! 捡到宝。then headed to orchard, shopped for eye lashies and wanna buy Burberry polo tee but BUT BUT! sold out for the color we want! Awwww.. superly sad.. takashimaya Burberry having 30% off for almost all items. hees! Will be down on wed to see if stock in le ma! damn it, I'm gonna get it no matter wad! haha. Head backie marina for movie! Kungfu panda! Yea! Damn funny and nice! After movie jiu thumbprints and meet up yings for waffles, after tt jiu head to burger king to slack and home! bathe le, coma.. lols..

Today, back to office to call appt card.. damn it! Some bloody ones, cheat my pots . i curse u strike by lighting. KNN! deduct 20 each for fake info! see, this is why sg becomes so greddy. No money to buy pot meh?! why have to cheat, I got ur name, add and telephone no. I can stomp it just to let ppl knw what is ur ugly side. *angry* for stupid ppl's like this kind.. next time I sure feedback for knife. Lols. No pots, but knife. So tt when I get on to the appt I sure asked the customer to stab themselves. Don't live on to disgust urself , not worth to be alive . Worse than anything, even air. PUI!

I'm so so slpy.. Fei fei n girl girl having their grooming n spa spa.. wonder hw it goes.. hmmmmm.. *grins*

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updates..

2011-05-23T23:38:00.001+08:00

Been slaughtering hard these days but outcome wasn't very appealing. hai..
have watched beastly with Cecilia, Li Jun and Andy. Overall, not nice, wasted my 7 bucks. Now waiting for my pirates of carribean, see who free to watch together.

Sunday, was out at niites wif delphin colleagues for grace n Gilbert farewell dinner. Had Seoul garden, nt alot of variety . Regret! Lol! If nt for giving face, I wouldn't wanna eat tt. had fun n laughter. Each of us give idea wad to buy for them , then elaine say wrap our FREE POT for each of them. lols! So
We bought wrapping paper and paper bag . Then eveything done jiu go buy their gifts. Their gift was perfume , for grace will be Ralph Lauren romance and Hugo boss for Gilbert. then headed off wif Gilbert n longsheng after work took cab over takashimaya . shop around and head over Seoul garden to meet up. After dinner jiu head home, while waiting for bus, Lynn called.
Say wanna meet up for drink, head off to bq . Was alone like an hr before they reached. =_=". after they reached, jiu started another laughter. laughed all the way till sing song no mre voice. lols. poor Vincent, his wallet and car key meant nth to him. We took his cash, cards , identification card, license card and all sort . lols. leaving him wif a 50 RM. haha!! then drink a vodlka ribena and 3 jugs of beer. =.=".. my first time drinking so many cups of beer. Lols! They send miie home , head spinning.. went to bathe n puke out. Damn.. then straight to bed after bathe ..

Next day was hurting so badly of tt hangover. gosh, rush to work and zombify after tt.. lols! was wif Elaine at suntec , both of us was so slacked. Shop around, aftermath we head home like 4 plus. LOL! reached home like 5 plus and slacked all the way at home peacefully. Lol!

Blogging and pics will be up after this .. Let's See all DELPHIN PROMOTERS FACES! LOL!

See carefully, which one cost alot more than u can see!

Knw already?! Go ROB! Ahahaha!! =x

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Finally..

2011-05-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

I can have a good rest. ;) so tired these days, finally can slp well! Haha! On Monday was at yew tee point wif ben and xiao hui. Taken our lunch and start work awhile jiu head over to Cck lot 1 for movie . Watched priest, an hr de show. Hmm, other than it's gross. Overall , *thumbsup* . was a nice movie, worth watching. And def will have part 2. After movie was raining, jiu head back yew tee point to rot. So damn bored, fallen aslp .. after work jiu head home and rest, next day gotten work cos holiday. Sian!

Tuesday was at baby shop at united square. Tot I was late , but nv read e sms properly. Everyone starts at 11.30 am. Lols! I reached at 11.29 am. Aftermath, went to have breakfast. Was at mcd and watching Taiwan drama. then head back to work, bored! No crowd, like ghost town. before 7.30 jiu head home , took mrt wif xiao hui. Fallen aslp.. =.=".. yea, reached home jiu slack and soon gonna go to bed le. Gonna coma le.. lols!

Yawn..

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tired..

2011-05-16T01:40:00.001+08:00

So tired, have a short post before I head to bed and coma. lols. these days been trying hard to practice wad I shld learn and change. Thank god, I see e changes and of cos I did it! :) thankful for those who helped miie. really appreciate all of ur de kindness and taught miie e right way to do and of cos ur cared. Greatful for everything. Nth mre I culd even express my gratitude towards ur. Thanks alot. and of cos I'll work even harder, to prove my hard work . Anyway, was at singapore flyer event for two days . crowds was slow enough, managed to did my target for that two days. And the quality was good. really liked the ppl there, I mean those customer. High quality , becos I seen mostly of them are using our products. lols.

Tired, went hm straight after work. Off work rather early than before , becos crowds was lesser after like 6 pm. two days wnt off before earlier. On the way hm was staring at the singapore flyer, lots of memories flow through.. but really tired to think about it.. wad I need to do is , 丢弃回忆从新来过. so silly of miie. Haha.. Stop thinking of wadever to do wif him. he is just a passerby, curious on wad is happening around. once he knew, he will be gone less than a second. like wad I heard from freddy, we were having lunch, after hearing this colleague of mine and then I knw mine is just nth compare to him. He had a 7 yrs gf, which left him becos of misunderstanding and communication break down. after some 分析 from Freddy , wad he say is correct. Waiting on to died, why nt get the things right before u sentence ur death. Ask on for wad reason and why. e other party will say wad is wrong from there then cut through her words and either u're given a chance to over turn or eventually death. Freddy say alot, which I find that it's true. lols. Alot of r/s lack of gd maintain. Giving wad e other party wants and need is nt enough, without a gd maintain. That is why it's always hard to maintain well. ;) haha.. I learnt a few lessons.. hee ..

Yawns.. niites..

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thanks!

2011-05-13T01:05:00.000+08:00

had a post before I head to bed, although I'm lying down and blogging through iPhone , lols. Today work was smooth, I changed a method to 讲门, it works but still I'll stumble and then messed up again. lols! thankfully I managed to do up to the target and even helped a few of them to pull customer over and help them to take down the appt w/out 暴！lols! anyway, tml shld be able to take my pay de but then too inconvenient so I ben wanted to help miie to get my cheque and drop it to the bank de. something happen and then ben cant help miie tke jiu nvm le, thanks as well for the helped ! So I asked xiao Chen to help miie tke since his the hr manager , shldnt be a prob lo. lols. work was pretty boring but quite a few of us work together, like ZiHan, Ian, he shan, ben n xiao hui then we chatted n joke to past time. thanks for telling miie the right way and also wad to tke note, :). I'll improve myself in the shortest way and see hw the performance is like. off work at 8 and left for hm. tired! Tml same place wif the same ppl. Lols.

Yawns, niites.

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sleepless niite

2011-05-12T04:27:00.000+08:00

it's 4 am n I'm still awake, =.=". Insomnia looked miie up again. Anyway, ytd was at tbp wif ben. We slacked alittle aftermath head to watch movie. lols! watched this fast n furious 5. It's nice lo! all e drift and the way they planned and handled and teamwork was just perfect! ;D highly recommened ! but BUT! To all Singapore drivers, please har don't stupidly think u can drift like them, then go boung ur car or do stupid stun. Movie is always a movie. don't learn from it. I rmb a news don't knw who told miie the two fellow turn too fast together n one boung traffic light another boung pole. =.=".. u don't want ur car can give miie de. lols. boung until like ur money to repair ur car is peanut! also don't knw the car boung until like hw, still able to repair mah.

Back to the movie, a 2 hrs show. worth watching!! lols. other than this, I've watched Thor as well. Damn nice n funny. try this, go to the pet shop and tell the shop keeper " I need a HORSE ". LOL! Whoever try this, rmb to snap the shop keeper's expression. hahaha.

After movie, head back to roadshw n work. hai, wad mre to say than this word Chui! stood there like idiot , watching ppl pass by and crowd was all student and young ladies. Cmi! gotten headache, crowd too much and too messy. about 8 jiu left for hm. took mrt hm, chatted wif ben. well, this guy .. drink and drive wif no license . after that carrying 4 lives including himself and then accident. Car chui dao cmi and 4 of them is safe. heng 4 of them safe, if nt .. I guess I woudnt see him nor knw him. other than he lose his car.. he carried a huge debt, he lose his loved one .. and affected his family, I'm nt writing this just to spread his things. But letting ppl knw, this is wad happen when u knw hw to drive and drive to drink and drive frens or loved one home and what culd have happen. wad u might lose , what u might be and what u gain after all. this is a reminder, don't drink n drive. remember, ur life is mre precious than anything. U don't cherish urself then think bout ppl who will cherish u. if u think tt it's nt important, then don't regret when such things happen. In life, no one can predict wad will happen next. It's better to play safe than risk ur life.

Real life story. Think about it.. u, ur loved one, ur family and ur frens. :)

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hai..

2011-05-10T02:19:00.001+08:00

Today work at raffle shop. boring it's all I culd say. lols. anyway, closed shop early to pass key to Ian at suntec pushcart. while staring at the shop and counting on hw many ppl pass by the shop , elaine n Gilbert came to acc miie. lols. went to drink at the food court and chat away. after tt, head to suntec le. Seated there at the pushcart n chatted away. Thanks to grace for the help on hw to 讲门 and wad to notice. And also the advice given, :). I knw a few of ur is helping miie all along. really thankful . I'll give myself a thought on hw to work things out. I felt better, thanks.

not to say how this company is like, stress n work load is def mre.. But overall , work hard to earn mre that's all.

Well, grace asked .. The way I'm nw is it partly becos of the past r/s?!

I dare nt say no, becos I still haven get over.. I knw I shld move on.. I think I just need mre time and also it's quite tough to work on wif his ex-colleagues. Just the tot about them will def link to it. I tell myself to work hard to proof I can be better w/out him. but I seems to crash myself off. I'm nt doing well enough , I'm to blame.

So two ways, work hard or leave! work hard will earn mre, leave will eventually forget the past and start anew. =.=" this is a tough one too, lols. although i doesn't wanna leave till I hit the target I want and leave wif no regret. lols! so, WORK HARD SY!

Gambatek!!

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你们得罪我了!

2011-05-08T03:53:00.001+08:00

SERIOUSLY, I'm offended !

idk what u guys talked behind my back but don't let miie heard it from nw on. u can try to boil miie, I make sure u guys suffer all back.

I kept my silence doesn't mean I can be bully or I don't cre. I've been doing my best, trying to work hard for all I can. So what is the problem?! or what is YOUR problem?!

Want miie to resign?!

Can, over my dead body.

I haven get my wants , so wait on!

can't wait, then smack ur butt and GET THE HELL LOST!

I don't give a damn to anyone anymre! I endure for all shits, not alittle now! u give miie rubbish, I give u tsunami.

Last, FXXK OFF!!

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Shaggggggg...

2011-05-06T02:31:00.001+08:00

Today work was terrible. Becos 1, fxxcking far! 2, damn chui! 3, I've to leave that bird place and reach office before 5.15. One word, WTF! (short form). Idk wad exactly company want us back to office for wad purpose and due to the weather I'm already pissed off to max. Took bus to somewhere then took another bus to wdlands inter then change to mrt and get dwn at bukit batok inter and took bus , get off and walked to office tower. Fxxking wasting my effort sweating like hell for such weather simply wear miie off. damn! oh well, where is my buffet?! =.=" no buffet jiu don't say it in the first place. Making miie so hungry ! soon, all of the ppl including dealers , telemarketers and all office staffs ready to set off. Took coach over to the area. Which is at tampines stadium and wad're we doing over there?! SUPPORTING PAP! =.=" omg! Faint! We reached like 7 pm and stayed till 10 pm . Until all PAP left then we went off too. Hot n boring, no choice can't even went off. Becos boss don't allow, arghs! if I knw I won't even go! driving miie crazy! my phone dead flat at e end of the event. WTF !! aftermath, went to geylang wif e crowds to eat at a resturant. They order, beef, lamb, deer, fish, pork and vege, tofu wif salted eggs. All damn cmi! Lols. only a few dishes and one of this really suits the dish name " 伤心粉条". Once swallow , will feel sour and bitter then.. Abit sad.. don't knw why.. Haha!! that's wad I felt after taken one mouth of it. anyway, maybe we Singaporean don't knw hw to 品尝 their kind of signature dish. pai seh ah. lols. had some laugher wif them , one of this.. " 如果你喝醉酒开车，开到看马路是两条线的话，就在回去喝多两杯，然后在去开的时候，看到了三条线，就照着中间的走就好了。"
Hai, thanks to them . At least the whole day nt very wasted. lols. If nt jiu boung le. lols. tired, anyway.. boss given each of us $30 bucks for cab fare . But our cab fare is office help to claim. Ahaha!! so the $30 bucks nv use . LOL! hw nice! hee. :)

Hm and bathe, nw blogging and slping le! Yawns!!!

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it's may..

2011-05-04T04:04:00.001+08:00

may month, as usual. Work and drink. Lols! just back from bq wif Yingz . meet up at cine, headed to buy her stuffs then to xin Wang to eat after tt mrt down to bq and went to whitebar, today crowd was okay . At least get to sing all our songs before leaving, aftermath went to mcd to eat. been running over to suntec convention for 3 whole days. Totally worn out and slept my noon off, Woken up like 4 pm. then slack at hm at 6 jiu prepared to head out to office for meeting. wasted time for meeting.. =.=" .. just to hand up schedule and ate two slice of pizza.. hmm.. e end of the day .. lols!

Life been boring, everyday work and home. Someone asked miie, so wad do u normally do ?! I said, work and after tt home. wouldn't it be bored, tt person say. *grin* wad to do, tt's my life. other than getting a bf, nth much I can even spice up my life. lols! So be it like this or even mre than tt. I'm trying to enjoy every bit of tt. :) for life, don't try to yearn for anything. in e end, nth comes right.

Yawns..

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幸福。

2011-04-28T05:20:00.001+08:00

我会幸福的，会很幸福。

因为，他不会拋下我不管。

他不会让我一个人流泪。

他不会变心爱上别的女人。

他会爱我，疼我。

把我当做生命中最重要的事情。

放心，我会很幸福的。

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shag..

2011-04-24T22:32:00.001+08:00

Today woken up kinda late, haha. Have to reach expo at 10.30 am and have thumbprints machine. Faint! Anyway, reached expo jiu go tke my lunch before crowds are damn pack. And then after taken lunch jiu started working. Work .. and time pass.. to my disappointment, the crowds wasn't much.. damn.. all malay n Indian.. seldom Chinese.. hai.. Crowd so chui.. heng took a few landed n condo. Well, have video to share.. our boss hired two young boys to wear the bear suit and attracts children. they dance they play wif e kids.. lols.. Kinda cute la.. then jiu slowly crowds get lesser , a few of us start to slack . damn tired de.. slack alittle and chatted wif JJ.. then joke away wif xiao Chen n xiao hui.. really the joke of the day.. lols! thanks to them my mood lighten alot cos too tired and no crowd .. and then JJ told miie tt fxxker kept asking JJ how am I doing, how's my sales.. kinda irritating.. and when JJ told him tt my sales result, he say " what!! Then will she get fired?! I'm so worried for her.. ".. =.=" !! and then JJ say one sentence, " don't forget the very first mth u work wif delphin, hw much is ur sales?! .. It's only 5.. and u nearly get fired ! ". LOL! .. Just FYI, don't bother asking so much in future cos I don't fxxking need any of ur comment. Don't play a nice guy whereby u aren't so. u disgust miie by saying all tt. just fxxking do ur studies n job well , other than that it's none of ur business. JJ will teach u a gd lesson , if u continue asking on. :) gt all goosebumps when JJ told miie wad tt fxxked said. I'm living well, do wad I want. don't have to report to anyone, no one to oppose. enjoying my life freely. :)
hw gd is tt, haha! :D

so tired, from expo all the way to jurong. lols. Reached hm jiu watch tv till nw n blogging.. later watching DVD recoded by Cecilia, hees. thanks!

that's all!

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Updates.

2011-04-23T00:35:00.001+08:00

Thursday was at downtown east wif Gilbert. damn chui! Ghost town! stupid location! but heng I gotten at least 1 appt. lols. Went off at 5 pm for meeting. Headed down n fallen aslp on mrt. yawns~
Reached office and meeting starts. while elaine n Ian was damn poor thing, due to management too fxxked up, they gotta stayed at their location till certain timing then can left. And Ian was at office wif us but got to go back lot 1 to open that push cart till 8 pm. meeting as usual- fake Info, cancel appts, location probs.. ect. And wth! We gotten wear uniform, not those polo tee but dress. =.=" ugly to max. lols. bring home 2 pieces of it. Sian!

Next day was at suntec carrefour, reached at 10 plus and started.. whoot.. not tt bad.. crowds was gd.. Most of us gotten almost ten n above.. work till 8 plus then return home.. Tired.. tml same place again.. Sunday then children's fair.. chiong ah.. lols!

may's coming.. wad is on may?!.

Boring life .. Any idea hw to spice up my life?! LOL!

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Fren, u're back!

2011-04-20T23:46:00.001+08:00

On Tuesday, was down wif flu n cough but nt yet worse. Woken up at noon, headed out wif melle's fren Ken. went to Imm and had our lunch there. While I call upon him was to get my medical insurance done. as he was the appointed agent from Melle, and I'm sure he'll do it well . Thanks Ken for all the advise and of cos the information on all sorts of insurance. after tt, head home and rest at home.. Till night time head out again to orchard n fetch Yingz and over to bq. Went over to whitebar , ordered a jug or beer n share it. To miie nw, I don't wanna left balance there so I might as well drink it off. don't mind drinking beer or something but not gonna spend so much on liquor as I don't think it's worth tt much although I used to spend like nobody's business and not like nw.. :) somehow I felt tt I've grown up.. Haha! till closing, waited for zac to locked up and head over Thai smile cafe for late supper.. and his bunch of frens. chatted away and after tt jiu head home le. had shower and bed ..

Next day, woken up late as flu n cough gotten worse.. Omg.. prepared n headed out wif a heavy pour.. Reached Cck today was wif Ian . We had our lunch and slack off at library and it's still raining out there .. both of us was getting mre sick. Haha. two of us sick at the same time , pathetic two. Ian went home to get medicine for the both of us while I slack my moment away. lols, went off from library as it's so cold inside.. and walked to book store, mini toons, video store to killed time. after tt returned back to push cart , the rain still hasn't stop. hiding there like a poor cat , yet was relaxing enough. Waited for Ian to be back like 5 plus.. and started our work.. lols.. at last gotta 3 appts.. and give up.. then after work jiu head hm lo.. Taken med earlier.. gonna slp le..

Niites :).

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Idk wad to say..

2011-04-19T01:30:00.001+08:00

oh well, surprisingly.. today suntec also sucks to max.. lols! location damn bad de.. idk hw to survive on wkends.. Pray hard for miie tt I won't tio tt fxxking location..

am lucky today can do 5 appts, with ben's help too. Arbo gonna think of excuses to explain why I can't do 5 appts today.. stupid rule.. Tell miie hw stupid this company is.. I'm gonna cry a river if this goes on.. sian..

tml gonna be my off day lo.. can slp till song song.. but after tt wake up sure sian dao lan.. tot of going out to shop alone.. buy a pair of shoes or slipper.. buy some clothing or jeans for work.. gahs =.=" .. gonna burn a hole .. but I haven been shopping for sometime.. so I think it wasn't too much :).. SHOPPING SPREE TML!!! Haha..

yawns~ niites.. :)

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Happy birthday!

2011-04-17T23:01:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday to fei fei!

one yr older le , must be good and happy always. lols!

Jie Jie will buy u many nice food and lovely toy when u're obedient , so cannot bully any1. ;D

Hahaha!

such a funny post! anyway, work recently just sucks to max. Stupid location with all those BETTER DON'T TAKE THEIR APPT de ppl! Hw to work?! brainless, taking a mth after another. wad do u expect to get all families over there wif all sibei chui de family. Hw to earn ?! those condo there don't yearn for ur pot n services. stop it after april please! we had enough, if u want us to take 5 appts everyday then setup some other area. not a push cart or a shop. it doesn't work tt way. Very fxxking fed up.. seldom any job will make miie fed up wif tt location .. unless it's damn far n sibei traffic jam area.. or very quiet n eerie.. lols..

heng ah, tml at suntec.. Haa! I'm gonna hide away from there, fucked up place. pui! Tt management also don't knw gt brain anot, put there and let ppl work under the sun.. Outside the mall..

so fast, half a mth gone already. soon it's gonna be may .. and June.. jiu half a yr gone le.. have the urge to getaway .. although my destination is Taiwan , but guess i've to postpone.. so wanna go somewhere nearer.. and idk where! Haha. just to relax , have fun and enjoy wif my girls! Yea~! Shall discuss wif them.. :)

Hw fast, it's already 2 mth wif this company I'm in. lols. other than work location fucked up I think everything is still okay.. maye to miie nt yet a big prob.. lols.. I seldom let ppl see miie wif makeup, this company is the first.. tt fast.. less than a mth. Wahahaha!! Anyway, have much fun working wif a few of them.. always have laughter.. although I tried very hard to put aside they're once his ex-colleagues.. still fun la.. lols!

That's all for updates.. lols!

Good niites, yawns.. ~

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Happy birthday?!

2011-04-17T00:53:00.001+08:00

Happy happy birthday!!

Happy birthday to fei fei, my beloved dog.

Be good and happy always. :)

Jie Jie will buy u nice food and lovely toys. happy birthday to u!

okay, back to my updates. Work was bad.. doesn't have anymore motivation. Just gotten our sales report. Damn sucks! 11 machine sold only! WTF! earn shit la.. lols. damn bloody cmi. expo fair also cmi, no crowds.. security don't allow us to pull clients from outside .. don't knw hw to work la.. but heng heng still can get mre thn 5 appts.

Today was at lot 1 , damn sian de.. rain heavily jiu suan le.. no one wanna get pots.. .. really guo lan.. wth! after work went to jy find Kelvin for fringe cut. aiyo, sort of shorten alot. Haha! Nvm , fringe very fast long de. lols. After tt jiu went to buy lashes n bb cream.. then wnt to Malay village to eat dinner wif colleague.. after dinner jiu went hm .. reach hm jiu rest , bathe and blogging nw.. so fast half a mth of April have gone.. whoot! may is gonna come.. soon it will be half a yr le.. hw fast.. time quick quick pass.. so tt I can let
Go it fast fast.. lols.. yawns.

Niites ;) ..

Lastly, happy birthday fei Mao!!

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my off day

2011-04-14T00:44:00.001+08:00

I knw the time now is early 5 plus am, and I knw I shld be sleeping by nw and I'm mre sure .. I just can't slp.. lols.

alright, I don't wanna lied to myself I've get over you when I knw I'm not yet able to move on. And I happen to see something tt I don't wanna see. *shrug*

oh well, becos of tt I cant slp.. And thanks to it's my off day.. at least I can tke a nap before heading out but once wake up I just can't slp anymre.. =.=".. anyway, prepared and headed out when it rains heavily. omfg! why shld u rain so heavily ?! I just wanna go out and have a fresh air and enjoy myself while I been hiding myself so long . thanks to the rain, my shirt, my bag , my shoe and shorts were are wet. lols. despite I was holding an umbrella. after arrived at plaza sing, jiu went up to cinema wif caili to see what movie n timing they have. hmm, wasn't appealing so we head off to grand Cathay and bought the tickets for limitless. And after tt we went for our dinner at popeyee. nice! I mean dinner, so fulfilling. :) after tt we loiter around till time is up and went for our movie.. Hmmm, one n half hr talking thru out the whole show is damn draggy. the storyline too slow, they pull the whole movie too much. in a way, it will fall aslp. there is a few exciting scene and after tt jiu bored off. quite of disappointing , expect alittle mre than it will be. show ends, we headed off to bq for a drink . and becos zac was not at whitebar and saw no familiar faces jiu hop off to strawberry and saw malcom and his fren. Was damn quiet over at strawberry, manage to sing all dedicated song. drink heniken wif caili, yucks! I still hate it an the phobia of it .. just can't get off. anyway, have a bottle n half of it and I'm enough. more will pronouce dead. lols. the rest, caili finished it. haha. after tt we sit at the rive area awhile and headed home..

Yawns.. Guess I'm slpy.. yes, I'm .

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updates

2011-04-09T23:50:00.001+08:00

Well, work sucks to max. due to location prob, totally cant work at all. really have no idea why they still take another one month over there. lols.

Recently , nth much.. after work jiu shi home. life was boring, unless gt money jiu will make life better, Bo money jiu shi bored. lols, very simple de.

hai.. don't knw wad to do, to make life better.. been thinking to get anther job.. Night life de.. but don't knw can cope wif it anot, just to have another income . at least if one side have fallen I still can cope wif another side. so, still considering.. Haha..

oh, may will be getting money from govern. taking back the money, but gonna pay them back mre.. haha! Hai.. Singapore living standard mre n mre cmi.. don't knw hw to make a living.. don't find miie weird on saying all this.. think of the future.. Hw u gonna go for it.. and that's where u'll think the same as miie. work hard and earn more , saved up and give a better living to our own family members is the best gift. :)

yawn~ niites peeps.

oh this weather

2011-04-04T22:45:00.001+08:00

fucking weather! So damn hot, u wanna pan-fry or steam?! sweat for hrs, buay tahan. Keep running inside mall for air-conditioning. was wif he shan at lot 1, tt push cart. lols. honestly , becos of the weather we really don't feel like working . I sit there till wanna fall aslp under such hot weather. lols. We went for lunch an skip to work in e noon till after dinner at 6 then we start to work. crowd was usual bad, so did around 2 appts only. While he shan did 1. then jiu went home lo, watch tv and blogging. So hot!! but nw gt aircon, still hot . Becos , my aircon nt cold already. Need to service and is coming this wed! Yes!! Lols. Hot dao bu xing la. lols.

Ytd was out wif ying to drink at white bar. these days been drinking non-stop. that's us, we can drink very frequent and stop for a very long time. but we both agreed we shall stop going there for a month or so. Becos the ppl there is scary. lols. idk la, I find that those ppl we kne from pub is okay, but nt at white bar. Haha!! I seldom ignore ppl's call unless I don't wanna pick up or I don't really like tt person. Hahaha!! Yingz knw wad I mean. one word, irritating. please, be nice to go far far away . Stay away from us, we aren't trying to be mean but we don't wan to be RUDE. :) hees.

anyway, chatted wif Melle earlier this evening. thanks so much for ur concern. :) just felt that other than my girls, I actually have another fren who undestand my thoughts. Melle, u're right .. to drink crazily is just to release what is inside of ourself and not hide it within and let it growth.. so I say he understand miie .. lols.

well, tml is my off day. Gonna slp till no tml.. Haha!

Yes, im so so stupid. I knw..

2011-04-01T21:52:00.001+08:00

well.. few days ago, I'm thankful for Yingz to keep miie acc at whitebar and otah, his frens.. All of them, thanks alot when I'm dead drunk u guys helped miie and sorry to otah for making him stayed on when he needed to rush somewhere after work. Apologize for any inconvenience caused.

went to drink for two straight days, I cried, I laughed, I'm drunk and lastly I'm stupid. So stupid to be so dead becos of him. And then I'm so sober to knw his nt worth miie to do so. He can moved on so quickly n have a gf nw. WTF! Indeed a bastard. thanks for leaving miie if nt I'm not sure if I'm still a human .. being wif a inhuman. lols.

went to meeting ytd, watched videos and had steamboat again. same place also, lols. after tt jiu went hm to slp le. sibei tired..

Today was at raffles mrt, last day le.. with Adrian.. Both of us play iphone till fall aslp.. lols! And then I went to walk around.. and bihui came to dismantle raffle mrt and I went off early like 6.30 pm.. home , watched tv n blogging nw..

rest assure, I'll be alright soon.. I'll live my life happily, work hard and earn mre money.. :) thanks my dear ladies and frens for being there for miie. :)

Gonna end of march.

2011-03-26T23:23:00.001+08:00

Work as usual, hot n dry weather. Super sunny but windy. lols. imagine have to stand under the hot sun n do sales =.=". We do went to those area which aren't hot but it's not a weather to work outdoor. super sticky and sweaty. Yucks!
was wif longsheng today, glad there is someone to work wif if nt is damn boring when u don't even have the motivation to work and no one to talk to. He was bored too, everytime he walk to the mall he will come back wif a toy. Haha! Those robot toy. Then will see hw he fix the part , was cheap only $5 bucks. Haha! then work till 7 plus jiu head home lo, bathe n had dinner. then watch tv n blogging nw.. bored.. sigh..

anyway, was at hougang pt on thursday and wnt back office for meeting . then after meeting went to bukit timah tere for steamboat wif all promoters. had a super full one and walk towards e other side to take bus home. was on the way hm and think alot, like am I right on the current Job I'm doing , hw am I to motivate myself to do well every single day at work, do I have any other plan for another job or some other skills or even a course to study . So many questions that was going on in my mind and too many answer to lead to nowhere. =.=". honestly, idk! idk wad to do next, idk wad I want exactly, I don't knw hw shld I do or what shld I do. =.=". it seems to be a new path idk hw shld I go, am stuck there like idiot. lols. Nw isn't like a step to a step. now is a step to another path and another world. headache.. shall think properly so not to go to the wrong way..

tml working again.. shall meet up my ladies so soon.. I hadn't seen them for sometime.. we shall have our ladies night! The night which only meant for us.. cya all soon..

Happy Birthday.

2011-03-26T00:20:00.001+08:00

25th march 2011, Friday

Happy birthday to myself.
So fast it's march & I'm already 24.
Spending it alone at hm, sounds pathetic .
It's just the way I felt much better than spending it outside with no mood.
Many thanks to everyone who wishes miie thru SMS, fb and phone calls.
Delighted to received wif care. :)
Once again, thanks!
This wasn't my first ever birthday I doesn't wanna spend. =.=" but it shall be the last time I'm gonna dump this feeling becos it's my only day I shall gladly be very very happy to spend it big n grand. eh, hw grand idk. Shall plan it for my next coming yr.. =.=" still long. lols!
Anyway, I'll be fine . I'll be able to go thru all this and get outta of it ! this sickening mood n feeling sucks to max. it brings miie down down down. unhappy n frustrated. Disappointed n irritating. arghs, drive miie nuts. wad nuts idk, just like nuts. Not hazelnuts but bonkers type. Lols! Now u knw, wad nuts. ;D
alright, I'm working tml. Although I don't feel like going but just need to work . =\ sigh..
Good niites all my frens , babe n ladies.. have a great wkends ahead~ enjoy!

Well..

2011-03-23T00:59:00.001+08:00

22nd march 2011, Tuesday.

It's a special day actually. Becos if we're still together it will be our one yr anni.
well.. I've to accept the fact tt it's over.. cried over this day. if anyone have notice I actually deleted foursquare, becos of the memories from the history shown on his and mine's. I don't wanna lied to myself that he is still by my side and whereby he wasn't even there. Have been trying to be strong and firm that I'm alright , it doesn't affect miie on work . But I still couldn't control my tears when I thought about the past days that we spent and those bad memories. I'm gonna break down soon, I'm so tired on work and telling myself I'll be fine when I'm not. Earlier 9 plus I received jj's text tt ben today station at raffles and did over 40 appts. =.=" wad the heck! I did 0 for ytd. And today u do so much! I'm gonna lose my job again le la! aiyo! who ask u to do so much, haiyo! arghs! u stupid ben!
Anyway, was fb-ing just nw and notice my friend list on the first one of his name wasn't there anymre. and realised he deleted miie from fb. *shrug* and the mutual friends also culdnt find Yingz and lynn's name.. =.=".. idk if he deleted my frens together .. he wants miie to be deleted from his life. just nice I change my number , so he wouldn't find miie in his phone list anymre. hai.. honestly, it hurts miie.. I just have to learn to let go..

right nw, I really wanna say.. I don't have the mood for anything.. Even work or my coming birthday. can someone just tell miie hw am I to forget every single thing in a short while?! Can anyone teach miie?!

Hai..

2011-03-22T00:46:00.001+08:00

20th march 2011, Sunday

Woken up at 7 plus am, went to prepared and headed out at 8 am. Reach mrt at 8.10 am, took mrt all the way to pasir ris and took cab to downtown east. Wondering why early morning I get down there?! Becos we targeting a show over there, bubble show. Again, this time is so early morning. Anyway, prepare to setup and on.. there it starts.. crowds was bad this time, wasn't so nice like Friday. Maybe Adrian haven reach n no one to pull customer to our side so I tried to pull a few and pull for myself. so tired, after first crowd I just sit there and fallen aslp.. Till first half break we go pull again but no much . slowly first sessions finished . Went for a walk around there , was wif ZiHan n anan seated at cinema outside there chatting away. Falling aslp again, hai.. then after awhile jiu head back to prepared for the second one, again.. Crowds was bad .. but can still get mre than the first one nt tt bad. then again, their break time and then the second sessions end. And was to return back to imm's roadshow, so all took cab over. Claim from office.. An hr's journey.. so tired.. went back there jiu head off for late lunch.. lols.. It's evening 5 pm.. haha! after late lunch jiu head back home le. Really tired, I don't have the strength to open my eyes wide.. just wanna close it down.. then return home jiu rest rest rest till 10 plus then slp le..

21st march 2011, Monday

Sucky place, golden shoe carpark at raffles place opp boat quay. damn! nvm, lend lynn's laptop and then it died on miie. The whole laptop just can't get to windows and I reboot it and recovery it. Then it works.. but then hrs later jiu died off again.. wah sian, this time die mre chiam.. jiu like tv gone case.. lols.. call her up n tel her then I knw her laptop gt prob Liao de.. =.=".. Anyway, it means it's time to buy a new one Liao.. haha. will bring it to repair and see hw it cost.. since I make it spoilt .. If nt able to repair.. Then try participating those free laptop .. Lols! So pathetic ! hai.. then jiu slack at the shop there, about 8 pm jiu closed shop n head to mrt n go home le. Was wondering who will open shop tml , need to pass key to them. And then who knws I return home then gotta their schedule for tml. Still need to wake up early at 9 am to pass key to ben at woodlands and go home slp.. Gt off day like no off day.. KAN SIBEI SIAN! KNN!! u tryin to make things difficult for miie.. suppose can pass key to them after I off work I don't mind heading far abit but when I text u , still ask miie to keep the key first will ask someone to get it from miie. And now, I still need to pass it to someone at so far. Fuck u man! somemre so early, if I wouldn't say I will take it to wdlands and pass It to ben do u think I'll fucking care?! I still need to mke the effort down.. hello.. not jurong east or jurong pt leh, is woodlands u idiot! will u pay miie my transport?! fuck!! really don't wanna say anything but u think u can bully miie and I won utter a word. U're wrong man, u nv knw hw bad my temper is . U beware one day I'll scream the hell at you, I tell u. *PUI*

hw am I to rest man.. Been so tired.. arghs! angry..

Another tiring day

2011-03-20T00:31:00.001+08:00

19th march 2011, Saturday

omg, was late for work. Damn super far can. Lols! Why held it at expo?! haha! anyway, at first crowd was bad. I went to a corner and started my work wif Gilbert. A new guy?! *hmm, shrug* he pull I say, he pull I say. And lost a few clients due to waiting . Anyway, thanks to him if nt I haven even gotten my appts. yea, slowly do .. and gotten up to ten over in late noon.. then joke around.. thanks to all of them if nt my day will be worst like before.. lols. finally, up till e end of the day I had 22 appts. Some quite potential. Hees. Haven got my daily target, hai .. still need 3 mre.. Can't do le, cos no crowd le.. so left for hm. Tired! Tml downtown east foe bubble show, sian! another crazy place. hai.. somemre .. 9 am.. wth! arghs! Gonna slp.. =\

tiring

2011-03-19T00:47:00.001+08:00

17th march 2011, Thursday.

Work as usual, was wif Ian and Zou dan. Went to lunch wif them after Ian reach. After lunch jiu chatted awhile wif Zou dan, she learnt about us. After she knws wad happen, she say he is nt the one she used to knw. And I agreed, his changed is a big major one. I'm at fault, so is he. Anyway, not important anymre. I lead my own life the way I want, not someone whom thinks he wants miie to lead the life he wants. because afterall, this is wad happen. This is the caused of wad had become.

Anyway, slack all the way. Was bored enough, lucky Zou dan brought her laptop to killed boredom. looking at the way she play her game and those iq question from her laptop really brighten my day and laughter. after work jiu took shutter bus wif them and home.

18th march 2011, Friday.

Tiring! Woken up like 8.45 am, prepared and headed out. Late! Gt thumbprints machine somemore. =.=". Sadist! anyway, reach work jiu started wif crowds. Got quite a few and was quick. And finally after two hrs jiu gotten like ten over appts. Then we headed to downtown east for bubble show and I was like "huh"! Wad kind of area is this. Such a threater giving free pots?! Sounds funny. Anyway, crowds there was amazing lots! Cos they came in on huge one, each of them brought their children along, so is easier to bring up. And Zou dan was damn effective to pull each of them to us, finally saw her way of work. Gd! and around 6 plus we left back to expo for baby fair. Then overall today appts around 23-25. Whoots! First ever appts taken so much on wkdays. Ha! Gotta work harder! Hees! Tired!

Day 7. Off day

2011-03-15T19:10:00.001+08:00

没有你的第七天，

Second off day! slept at 9 plus in the morning. can't get to slp at all, toss n turn . WTF! nv work jiu cant have a gd slp, gt work jiu collapse down. =.=" arghs! Becos cnt slp, jiu read up my fren's blog. Same age as miie, but she gt a wonderful life. Wif a bf who loves her for who she is , a Caring & understanding family , a stable career, gt savings , studying at the same time, have a great life wif her great frens. Haha! Seriously, I envy. Maybe becos right now I'm facing the prob which she is already having and doing. but not a single one except for my frens , those who stood by miie. Although I knw they're always tere for miie but i don't want find them whenever I meet wif any probs. Knw that feeling like, quite irritating. Some things might be too late, but there is always a turning point. If only i cherish.

Anyway, just being emo awhile. Haha! Wonder hw am I gonna slp later, *shrugh*. tml is another day of working, sian. Two days of resting, been thinking quite alot. what kind of life I'm leading, why the hell things become like this, wad is the cause. Who's fault. what shld be done, wad changes to make. again, it's to work hard to achieve then life will be better.

Suddenly don't knw what else to type, mind totally blank. it's 7 Pm now le, soon will be midnight le. again, another day has pass.

hai, boring..

Day 6. Off day

2011-03-14T23:22:00.001+08:00

没有你的第六天，

off day, bored! ;( woken up at 4 plus, cook lunch for myself and watch 娱乐百分百 , rainie yang was the special guest for the day. celebrate her ten yrs effort on showbiz. last yr was her first ever tickets selling concert, after so much hard work finally her dreams come true. was listening to a few of her hottest song, like 暧昧，带我走，理想情人.. and on.. Till 雨爱 on her concert her singing was so touched , I cried. lols. Then after the show jiu slack all the while till 9 pm show and the news on japan .. then play wif fei fei.. and nth much.. hai.. boredom .. guess tml will be the same bored.. Anyway, told Cecilia wad I want for my birthday. Not alot of places sell, I only saw it before at tanglin mall. she doesn't even knw hw it looks like , haha! I'm looking for a picture of it. ;D .. 11 mre days.. doesn't excite miie.. =\

tell miie hw suay am I this yr?!
Why do u need to do this to miie somemore it's gonna be my birthday so soon..
Arghs! .. sighed!

Day 5. Finally.

2011-03-14T02:15:00.001+08:00

没有你的第五天，

Been writing for kind of few entries. Don't mistaken by my title , I'm just counting by when I'm able to let free of myself . of cos I know is kinda hard, esp I'm working wif his frens when somehow talk about him like today. So many of them ask miie wad is he doing now, wanna come back to work as part time and blah.. =\ and last question ask by freddy " how long u guys been together Liao?! ". =.=".. Gosh, really don knw hw shld I answer. Stood firm and say " gonna a yr ". (x.x) I really don't knw hw to tel them we have broke up le. becos after this sentence they will ask wad happen?! Why broke up?! .. which I don't feel like answering.. so I guess, time will reveal everything.. by then they will somehow knw about it.. And don't need to ask miie about it.. *wipe sweat*

work as usual, the same group. Have fun working wif them a least they joke wif the whole group. And I laughed alot when working wif them . They won't leave u alone to be emo. LOL. join in the fun wif them even if standing a distance will still heard them joking away.. quite entertaining. till now , i don't see they're like bros. Maybe frens and younger bro not like younger, older one looks mre like a fren . lols! are they really bros?! HA! Cannot ask them this question, later idk am I still alive. Haha! I learnt alot from them, like hw to counter back customer , hw to answer when they reject , hw to deal wif them when they compare and purpose of the products and usage. like today, client keen on machine but the things she ask idk hw to answer. Becos I'm not familiar wif the machine other than it's a vacuum cleaner can clean dust mites wif 6 accessories and water basis which is filter-less. that's all. Haha! what part wad is inside and hw it work .. idk! lols. =.=".. tio stuck when client asked. Heng , they help miie to explain and I listen.. hees. Off work at 8 pm. jiu head home lo. Tml off and tuesday off . Yes! Can slp dao like no tml.. hees.

Tired.. tired.. but mind still flashing out images..

Bed, will u just let miie slp.. without thinking anything! ;( .. Sigh!

Day 4. Omg!

2011-03-12T23:43:00.001+08:00

没有你的第四天，

As usual work. And as usual, my wkends wif Freddy and Ben. lols. this two bros, I really buay tahan them. one anything also don't cre another one Li Li siao siao. lols. anyway, work wif them kinda fun. they brighten my day alot, morning still gt 5-6 person, up till evening only left miie, Ben and one mre new guy. =.=".. And up till 6 plus then I get my appt. Wahh!! sibei jia lat tt place jiu suan le, the ppl there rich jiu can anyhow scold ppl la. WTF! she say I distracted her becos she was on the phone when I approach her and she nearly walk to opp escalator. And then freddy laughed. She mre du lan and say we no manners, well I apologize before Freddy laughed AT HER. And she wanna complain us, =.=".. Hahahahaha! Freddy's reason was =.=" when the woman ask him wad is he laughing at , he pointed at MIIE! LOLS! we were laughing very loud after she left really far, he laughed to agitate her, purposely. Haahaha! becos she scolded miie for nth , like she nt happy she vent her anger on other ppl. so I'm the suay one. lols! kan si Lang suay. fuck her! Curse her to tio approach one day for more than 38 times! Hahaha! today's appt all not bad.. rich! hees. cover what happen to miie today. off work at 8 jiu head home.. bathe le and blogging away.. tired.. tml ... same bloody place again! omg! kill miie please. sian..

boredom.. kills miie.. ;(

day 2 - hai..

2011-03-10T22:27:00.001+08:00

没有他的第二天，

Work today was bored. With ZiHan and tianyou at tanglin mall. reach 10.30 am, now my thumbprints was done. Cannot be late and going back early Liao. hai.. went lunch wif tianyou while ZiHan ta bao to rdshow. had a chat wif him, was envy by his age so young. haha. and I'm so old Liao.. went back jiu start to work.. Today crowd was bad as usual, hai.. Saw someone carried buger king plastic bag and realised huiping sent miie a picture last night regards to the grilled chicken burger selling at 1 dollar only! told ZiHan and we decide to go and purchase it. And we left for our way to the nearest outlet, from tanglin mall to ION orchard. =.=".. 好远~ somemore raining.. My shoe was wet! Damn.. adding when I'm trying to open my umbrella gt hurt by it. Swelling and bleeding.. Hai.. :( .. Then reach jiu saw long queue .. very long one.. so we queue and one uncle passed us two newspaper for the burger ad, thanks! yeah, finally bought and head back to tanglin mall. Hmm, the burger was *thumbs up* . nice! After tt, get back to work. and so on.. till gonna off work.. ZiHan say she wanna buy dark chocolate so we went to one which is opp us. The auntie was so nice , she give us discount despite items was under 5 bucks we still get VIP discount. Hw nice! gotten some chocolate.. after tt jiu off work , took bus home . home and blogging.. hw long hve I post a entries like this?! .. hmmm.. guess this gonna be my daily acc le.. hai..

idk wad to say but I really miss u.. hai..

day 1. - off day

2011-03-09T15:41:00.001+08:00

没有他的第一天，

My off day, woken up like 11 am. Staring at the ceiling , wondering wad my day shld do. No conclusion. I don't wanna think much, suppose to get my nric at lavender but I didn't go becos I don't feel like heading out. Sound silly, like yingz say what I need was time. it's raining heavily now..

Tml will be another day of work, sian. I downloaded alot of anime series to kill my time at work and to stop thinking too much. heard tt one piece was a nice anime. Shall try some series , haha. Might get hook up, then I'll always go to work de shi huo watch, at work watch, on the way home watch and at home before slp watch. How nice of my life! Sibei no life. Wad to do?! gees. =\

Boring..

The day has come by

2011-03-09T00:53:00.001+08:00

22/03/2010 to 08/3/2011 .

We've come to an end. Our relationship has ended. We've too much too much in us. We no longer needs to withstand with each other. The more we drag on, the more hurts we get.

I've never regrets loving u. My love have never fades. Unlike u, ur feeling has faded. And that's e end.

To be honest, I've fear towards u. I fear when will u suddenly get angry. I fear when will u explore ur temper. I fear the way u treat miie. I fear when will u stop loving miie. I fear, I fear!

It take two hands to clap. If only one side have been giving in and one side have been taking in. It took alot of effort to hold on , hw long can it hold?!

afterall, I thank u for ur tolerate. I thank u for all that u've given. I'm not good enough for u. I've nv play apart on gf role. I nv treated u well. I'm at fault for all that u've suffer, I'm to blamed. I'm useless for nt being able to work hard and stable my financial . I couldn't give u the sense of secure. I'm sorry. U culd have found someone better , I wasted ur time. Please take gd cre. All the best to ur future n studies .

The end.

Bad valentine.. bad bad bad..

2011-02-16T22:08:00.001+08:00

my first ever valentine, I celebrated wif tears and sorrows. not being care is enough, I still get all those harsh tones. had a really bad valentine, don't feel loved. Really a bad one, I nv wants to celebrate valentine day ever again. once and for all. Thanks alot for such a valentine !

Anyway, another breaking news. I'm out of job! Got terminated , sucks! my phone been ringing non-stop, when r they gonna take away tt direct line-to-my-mobile-phone. Keep ringing , thankfully clients understand my position and someone already attended to them. came upon one of this super-friendly mdm. She say, 哎哟东家不打，打西家。they don't appreciate ur effort, they nt gd enough to have u. LOL! And lastly, found a job?! If nt yet, let miie knw. Haha! Such a cute person. Never have a client can chat like a friend of mine.

Have been sending out resume , been calling over to recruitment agency. Still haven found any job available . Hai..

wad an unlucky year, hai..

Happy chinese new yr

2011-01-30T15:26:00.001+08:00

Have a post before cny starts, see.. right now it's already 2011 and end of Jan le. so fast, feb starts and cny starts!!

Bought my cny clothes online, and WTF!! I haven receive the parcel. it's been 7 days, I'm gonna faint. My slippers spoilt last year on the way home from pay lebar mrt, guess how am I gonna walk home?! I dare nt walk where lights r bright, so I drop off at Chinese garden and walked home. Haha! My foot so pain, but wad to do . Thanks to that fellow! step on my slipper!

anyway, work was terrible ! omg ! The work, the ppl, the company all sucks to max! now then I knw hw no management they're, can two wks before say " ppl start work on the 7th, we start on 9th". The matter is, it's nt about when to start work but about the promise. how can take it back when u already say it and then cancel it when it's arriving, so those who actually going for holiday jiu have to take leave no leave jiu unpaid leave. WTF!! money sucker company! I'm returning to work on the 7th but taking unpaid leave on the 8th! Idiot!! wad a fucked up company.

yesterday went to aaron's place for reunion dinner with his family . The food was kinda bad, compare to alot of place for zi chai. heard tt at the back where we're having is sim's dad zi chai. but it's quite of expensive. anyway, ate a few dishes jiu give up cos tastes so badly. And Aaron n his bro wasn't feeling very well due to the place too Stuffy . and after leaving the place they felt kind of relieve. send their mother home then drop us at jurong point and then they proceed to their destination. Stroll around jp, nth much .. bought another pair of slippers then went Mac cafe for a drink and wait for his bro to come back jurong to fetch us back his home. weather really cold been raining like the whole day non stop.. then his bro fetch us le jiu go back their place . Chat alittle wif his mum and watched tv for awhile and head off for our movie. Watched this the green hornet. damn not nice, funny la but nt worth to watch. =.=".. Waste money n time.. after tt home, hai. don't knw wad happen, can't slp.. till morning gonna 8 am then slp and woken up at 2.30 pm.. sian.. still raining.. weather very cold..

updates.

2011-01-16T15:35:00.001+08:00

as usual, working and working. on wkends, am all alone. frens r busy wif their own life and work. this whole January , is a busy month at work . But very lonely on wkends. still gt two more wks to go before tt fat ass finished his part time job.. killed miie please, I'm home every wkends.. Going crazy soon.. anyone cre to help?!

at work nearly gone bonkers.. with all those idiot problems.. I will nv ever tke any offer at Vivo shop.. The ppl there sucks to max.. All ignore to help.. damn it! if I happen to be there, sure f**k them off.

boredom kills!!! ;(

A post for the year starts

2011-01-10T21:10:00.001+08:00

Here is a post for the year starts, how I wish it's a post fill with happiness.

*shake head*

Sadly, on these days.. I'm filled with more sadness and heartache.

How does the cold rain leaves u alone?!

How does it feel?! That loneliness kills~

I hate, I hate lies too.. I hate when u deny n say it wasn't intentional . so wad is ur intention?!

My Jan was a really bad one.. A bad month .. everyday just sucks.. come, come bless miie wif loads of love when I don't even get.

my work sucks, my life sucks.. no one sucks mre than miie.. I understand now.. it no longer wants u to even look back and hold , u simply walks away just as far as u can..

;'( where is the happiness I once had...

Happy new year in advance

2010-12-31T12:55:00.001+08:00

It's gonna be a new year!!!

I'm gonna welcome this new year!!!

I'm gonna put all the unhappy , unfortunate those very sad stuffs behide .

Those past , those memories, those tears and sorrows.

I'm gonna work harder, earn mre money, kick my habit, learn to be mre wise and mre capable. Learn to handle things on my own. Yea!!!

Becos 2011 Is rabbit year! A year of myself!! ;D

Hereby , I wishes everyone a happy new year, may god bless u to be rich, huat ah!!

Everyone work hard to achieve things u want. Strike for ur goal. Chiong ah !!!

Something mre important, get mre ang bao! Hahaha!!

Happy new year :)

Updates

2010-12-11T03:20:00.001+08:00

Already December, I've changed my job. Something diff but still a sales job. Anyone keen to plot to starhub or wanna tke a line under starhub, office line or broadband do let miie knw, I'm dealing wif it :) corporate plan also have.
Job there was .. stress enough. pushing sales, calling clients to clinch deal. Not easy job. And ppl there r nt friendly. LOL! All so dead . Like I'm transparent. Wont even smile. So hard to work wif them. Anyway, get to knw a new colleague came the same day as miie. She was a nice woman very caring and understanding. Also knw hw to give miie advice. :)

That was my worklife. So lifeless, no sparkle, no happiness. Would u work?! LOL! In a office wif all dead ppls. So dead!

Last fri, after work jiu hang out at bugis arcade playing jackpot. win alot n lose also alot . after tt head to a pub at SP with Lynn n Vincent n dearboy. nv been there before didn't knw tt pub so omg! All old old ppl there, no youngster. Some liveband pub. No ktv. Damn bored. At there like an hr jiu left le. Left for home. Reach jiu slp.

Last sat, woken up in e noon . Head out at night to marina, wanted to buy waffles to eat. Rmb few yrs back there is this waffle shop located at marina but couldn't find it and finally rmb it was at suntec but timing was already gonna 10pm jiu left for bedok blk 85 for dinner. Yummy! had, er.. chao Kway tiao, chicken wings, tang yuan and ba chow mee. Full full! Walked to carpark and off we went to changi airport pick up his bro n bro's gf. Reached terminal 3 , saw e slide Lynn mention wanna play but dearboy say wanna go find his bro's flight on tv . So went over and after tt jiu nv play at all ;( . then walked around n slacked around. Went to terminal 2 , tke sky train. saw alot of resturant and cafes all closed le. Wanna buy chocolate also closed le. =\ went to viewing hall, see nth.. =.=".. only terminal 1 able to see. But his bro is landing soon so back to terminal 3. Seated where able to see them coming out of arrival hall. Finally, they reached! And we went off , they drop us at my hse n he acc miie e whole night.

Till next day sunday, din went anywhere. Slacked at my hse. watch tv, play games. till late night he went home le , next day gotta work.

and ytd, Friday wasn't feeling well. So din Went to work lo. Had some argument. One word, trust. he think tt he don't trust miie. And, when I shld kne next day I got to work I shldnt head out. And , I din head out to play . I'm out for dinner wif frens and chatted bout work stuffs or just under my block area. I knew he get angry is becos he wei le wo hao. if I'm out to play, u get angry I'm fine wif it. But I'm not. why do I change this job for?! yes, I'm nt putting in effort. And so u knw, tt day's event u say it was boring. u r e one who wanna go , so I put u in invitation. u give miie attitude at tt event. Hw do u want miie to react?! wad do u wan miie to do?! Leave wif u ?! Or I force u to stay wif miie. have u ever tot of miie, NO! U think of urself only. in e end, I told u to go home urself. I don't wanna u to stay there like I owe u, I force u to. Everyone asked, where is ur bf?! .. tt moment, I wanna dig a hold n hide in or make myself transparent just to hide. thanks god, the moment I went back right after dinner wif u, they started lucky draw and after lucky draw like ten mins I left wif Lynn n co. thinking back, really make miie mad! and now You could tell miie, hw wrong I'm.. Hw attitude I'm at work. Then where is ur eyes?! Whree r u looking?! Don u see, I'm trying my best. NO! NO, NO! a useless n lazy bum. Isn't it?! U say wad I have to admit. This is so unfair. I nv nv have a chance to say I'm right. And now, I see no pt in us anymre. u nv trust miie , tt's already enough. hence, I still plan to travel .. u say I won't even saved up. so wad mre culd I say.. it's best tt we walk our own way. u might find someone who will acc u , work with high pay, have saving like many thousand to millions , buy u wadever u want, afford anything u like , with no friends then u don't need worried she'll go out wif friends, very healthy person who won't fall sick , damn pretty wif gd figure. Enough?! IS TT WAD U WANT?! Go ahead. Find someone u're contented with. ..

Updates :)

2010-11-28T19:02:00.000+08:00

25th Nov' 10 Thursday

Woken up and prepared for lynn's graduation. Call up Yingz and ask her along. Dearboy not meeting miie. Headed down by bus, raining damn heavily reached plaza sing jiu walked over. Went to paradiz centre to meet up Yingz , using iPhone map to locate asiawork. hmm, can't find it. Although it was stated near to mr bean's cafe and mind's cafe. we were running late for her graduation. Rui Wen called and lead us up. =.=".. very regret going there! LOL! Yingz and I were dying soon.. so boring and so much ppl's. we craps away, trying to destroy our image. Haha! Anyway, I was complaining hungry, lynn went off while they were coming to an end. We headed to the nearest cafe which is mr bean. First feedback, lousy. The spoons was used and still placed it there . Secondly, very lousy. Servers attitude sucks to max. Thirdly, fxxking lousy. Couldn't believed, who nv knws Singapore has a mr bean's cafe which service is so lousy. Omg.. Once and last. Nv to visit there again. Be it there is only one 24 hrs cafe there .. I believed I can walk further mre to have better one. After dinner, hop to pub which is just opp . hmmm, comfortable one. we said, we shall visit here next time. Stayed till closing wif Lynn, rui Wen, Yingz and her frens and Ryan lee. have my fun.. :) shall have mre fun the next time.. after pub jiu chat abit before going home.. reached home , bathe n slp..

26th Nov' 10 Friday

It's Friday! I was home , waited for dearboy to of work. Decided to watch movies n have dim sum. Hadn't planned it well and have some argument. After awhile , we decide to have movies at orchard and dim sum after movie. dearboy went home to bathe and rest .. he headed out to Jp wif his mum for dinner. While I prepared and waited on.. came to fetch miie off to orchard. Already booked tickets , went to bugis wanna play fishing game but full hse only able to see.. lols. walked around bugis area.. before leaving off for orchard. Went to collect tickets And shop around. Saw Winnie e pooh's blanket which can keep it up
N zip to become a cushion. Yeah! Finally, found it. Was the last one due to overwhelming. Took
It , ;D. So happy! LOVES* after tt, head to
Movie at 12.05am, watch this Bruce lee, my brother. Hmm, 2 hrs movie. Talked about bruce lee's past life when he was born till he left for America. Rate 6.5/10. After movie jiu went to eat dim sum near my hse area. And home ..

27th Nov' 10 Saturday

Woken up at 2 pm and waited for dearboy to wake up. He say wanna go east coast and bring fei fei along & maybe club at niites. Ended up, he didn't wanna wake up and decide nt to go to east coast. Planned already after tt say don't wanna go. Fed up. Had a tiff. Awhile mre we then plan where to go. Tot of heading to east coast to eat or bedok or geylang or serangoon . Lastly, we head to serangoon and lost our way. lols. Still manage to get there. went chomp chomp to eat, had chicken wings, sting ray, fried youtiao, satay, and prawn mee. Yummmys~ hmm~ ate finished all and so full to walk.. went to tabao 蛋豆花。always my craving. Haha. tabao mango and normal . Then walked around serangoon gardens before heading off to clementi for party world wif wai kit, kwong Ann and his gf. Yeah~ after tt reached clementi party world jiu heard them craps.. lols.. reach at 10 plus and finishes at gonna 2 am then decide wanna go where again.. Then they say prawning .. Yea~.. prawning! I caught 1 only :( sibei sad.. wai kit caught a few too.. Then the person gave us those they caught and a few of it was very big one lo.. prawn for 3 hrs.. Wasted time n money.. =.=".. caught nth.. arghs! after tt home .. Dearboy went home to bathe n came over to my hse .. till evening time and he went home for wedding dinner.. alone now.. Lonely.. I'm so lonely.. lol!

Happy Anniversary

2010-11-24T00:13:00.001+08:00

Happy 8th month anniversary , :) .

Anyway, went for my second interview this noon. Oops! Big boss this time round. Haha. He is very funny. Like to say dao Li. I'll try to work hard. hee.

After interview took bus to bugis junction and meet up dearboy. Went to Nados for dinner. Full full! Haha. Walked around to digest. Went to jy salon and find Jessica hoo bi ling. A consultant like her very chiam. Always run nowhere to be found. LOL! Simply trying to destroy her image and reputation. Haha! Then went to buy movie tickets for unstoppable at 7.40 pm. And stroll around again. He very poor thing , wanna play arcade I say cannot. Wanna go here I say cannot. Haha! Then movie gonna starts went up and get seated. Wah, bugis cinema I really hate alot esp their seatings. Damn can closed down.. seated like 5 mins I felt really uncomfortable , my shoulder itchy. Pinch pinch and my leg itch, scratch scratch .. Ewww.. He having headache due to the seats.. Poor thing.. Hmmm, movie., great! Exciting! Very nervous while watching.. really hate tt kind of feelings. Lols. A nice show, worth watching. ;D movie ends jiu tke train home.. And bus.. So tired.. so aching.. My foot.. and.. blister.. awww.. so so pain.. all becos of heels.. hais.. lols! Yea~ still holiday mood! Woohoo!! gonna enjoy, enjoy and ENJOY! :D hees!!

Screwed , dinner & dance

2010-11-22T01:53:00.001+08:00

omfg! I screwed myself up. I shld not decide to change to another one , end up I totally screwed things up. >.<.. kill miie please!

Anyway, I've tender resignation. am gonna start another new job. 80% confirmed. So having long holiday , for myself ONLY! haha.

20th Nov' 10 Saturday

Took leave for Saturday. Woken up at noon time, bathe and went downstairs to beauty parlor for eyebrow trimming. Then buy black stocking and went home to prepare. Make up done, hair thong curl done. Only waiting for time.. Dearboy came to pick miie up and waited awhile mre for his bro and gf to fetch us. Headed down to orchard royal scotts plaza at dfs for their company dinner. Hmm, casino's theme. Quite entertaining and special. Had some fun and lots of laughter. Enjoyed myself well, :) . Dinner started at 7 and finishes at 11 plus gonna 12 am. We drop off his bro n gf then head to jp for movies. Watch Harry potter . Hmm, storyline is boring for part 1 . Hopefully part 2 will be nice. Watch 12.50am , ended at 3 plus am. Dearboy drove miie home, after bathe jiu slp.. Damn tiring.. But worth it. :) enjoy the whole day well. ;D

21st Nov' 10 Sunday

Woken up in e morning at 7 plus am. Pondering on my thoughts. Eyes swell like goldfish. Sensitive enough. Sigh! Text boss to tender resignation & went back to slp. Noon time text dearboy n told him I resigned le. He came by in e noon and walked all e way from his hse to mine.=.=".. the weather so hot.. I can't even tahan. He went to bathe when he arrive. Then acc miie watch tv till he fallen aslp and I fall aslp too. till 8 plus woken up for dinner and continue watching tv programs till 11 pm his bro on his way home and fetch him home.

Yea~ long holiday.. Gonna have a gd rest.. :) but not to be lazy.

Updates.

2010-11-18T00:13:00.001+08:00

ermm, I don't rmb wad I did over the wks. See I can recall hw much.

I been working .. over the wks and wks.. struggling hard to survive at this line..

Been quarreling alot.. so alot.. idk when are we able to stop all those quarrels and lead a mre happier life.. I don't feel happy.. I don't want all this quarrels.. i tried really hard to ignore all this while even tt action would lead u to piss off. What am I suppose to do.. ..

last wkend watch movie RED at cineleisure. stroll around orchard again. Think only can have such activities , I'm working on wkends and doesn't have much time to acc him. No matter hw tired I'm, I just wanna acc him as much as I can..

nth much thou.. Finally 2 mths.. My probation period is over.. and I'm starting a new journey.. will it be smooth?! hmmm..

heartache..

2010-11-03T23:46:00.001+08:00

Today is not my day. I don't feel happy , I don't feel sad. Is heartache. I don't feel like talking , I don't wanna communicate. Leave miie alone.

My iPhone nearly died on miie but revived back. Slightly sot diao. And if u were to died on miie, there is no turning back.

Mind totally blank. Idk wad I'm doing, I can't concentrate. am I wrong to say wad I want and decide on it?! bear in mind wad u last text miie.

Worse! So worse! Why the fxxk we're quarreling always?! I hate tt feeling, like u've change to another person everytime we quarrel. u like to agitate ppl?! You like to test ppl's patient?! You did it. I'm trying nt to fark up upon anything now. Why won't u understand this?

I really wanna vent , wanna scream , wanna whine, wanna.. .. don't worried, I won't do all this to anyone or u. I'll rather do it on my blog. It won't bite or did the same back to miie.

An hr ago, mother told miie a fren of hers was pregnant. Till now shld be 5-6 mths.. and sadly to say, the baby culdnt survive in e womb . The couple has been married for 2-3 yrs , been trying hard to be pregnant and finally they did. And now, it's gone. ..

hai.. why life is so cruel.. to anyone..

why life is so hard..

... ;'(

when will the days be back like the past..

I really missed those days.. ..

These days..

2010-11-03T00:28:00.001+08:00

Halloween night, was out on town wif dearboy. We stroll around orchard again, this time I'm wif my heels .. And my leg so cramp can.. bought movie tickets at ps and waited for time .. had an wonderful night out. Although I'm pretty tired and totally exhausted right after movie but I really enjoyed it :).

Sunday, after work dearboy came to fetch miie. We had dinner at toa payoh and waited for sbs 506 to get home.. acc miie at home watching tv and slacking.. left off early as next day gotta work le.

Monday, gotta work overtime .. cos of lateness .. work till 7 pm , dearboy came to fetch miie off work . Took 506 home.. reach home le jiu bathe, meanwhile he was at my room wif my mum.. they were chatting away and I doubt it got to be miie.. bingo! Tio 4D also nt so zun lo. lols. Had a talked wif him and text miie those words.. I ponder for the whole night and finally break down.. I tot I culd kept it well but nv knws it will be reveal. it's nt something secret.. but just those things I'm bearing all along.. no ones knws the reason behind it nt even my mother . I can understand why he text miie those words and I really don't wanna explain to him. I find it no pt and the mre I explain the mre he will question bout it. I'm really very tired .. I just want some peace and moment of my own..

Tuesday, woken up in the noon.. Lynn called wif James they were at jurong east and wanna head to jurong pt .. ask if I wanna go.. but I'm so lazy and just wanna slack at home.. ended up, still headed out.. lols. we stroll around till it's evening time they waited wif miie together for dearboy to fetch miie. Finally he reach and Lynn suggest mj at het hse. I don't feel like going over if dearboy is going. like an idiot waiting for them to finish and it bored miie to dead. Ended up! Still go over. =\.. they played and I watched.. later on I went to lynn's rm to use laptop and watch tv.. till they finished and we left for home. Previously dearboy ask miie if I have eaten and I say no cos mum cooked. Then he say after mj then go over my place to have dinner.. After he send miie home , he went home. Cos he don't feel like having dinner at tt hr .. I understand he needed work next day and if he don't feel like having dinner can tel miie earlier but no, he still ask if he have to go my place for dinner.. sigh.. I really somehow feel he only think for himself .. even thou he say I'm important to him and hw important I'm?! well, I'm quite disappointed. I called him when he've reached home and told him let's don't meet up for the time begin.. let's have our own space and time ba.. just for the time begin..

u lead ur life and I lead mine.. let's see if we have our future ..

Just a little thought

2010-10-29T01:06:00.001+08:00

Work as usual, noon time was doing my ads. Done and email~ Saturday will be a tough day again. Sigh!

Went off early today, my both manager aren't in e office. They have presentation to do thus I'm as free as a lovely bird. lols! Wad a nice example. I thought so too, LOL!

Lynn said she wanna go plaza sing to play fishing game while we left office , Ryan was leaving too. He drop us at bishan and left off. So we walked around bishan , been ages since I went there. lols. wow~ seems like it had been extended and renovated. Everything is just so diff from the last time I came, hees. Planned to only walked around and saw virtual land and went right in when we heard " cling, cling, cling ". Haha! Fishing game is on!! well, I lose off all token by Lynn and she played wif a few tokens and win almost 600+ slowly she lose off.. a 2 hrs game.. nt tt bad.. haha.. after tt stroll around again.. And left off for home.. reached home , bathe and had my dinner.. so hungry.. after tt chatted awhile wif dearboy and he went off to bed while I watch my show on chnl U and blogging now..

He say he don't want miie Liao, cos I'm fat! =.=".. fxxk him! he more fat!! whine to him bout work , he too. But I'm just so stress.. On work, home , life and r/s.. sometime can barely breathe.. ..

I wish to do something.. to throw everything aside and have a restful period.. for awhile.. just to rest my mind have some peace and some moment. I'm not greedy am I?! I don't ask for much, do I?! Simple right?! But hard to achieve . Who wouldn't want some peace ? Who wouldn't want some moment?! Everyone does, this is to run away from the reality. It's not a very gd thing but just temporary. Once the time is up, u just have to face it.

haha! Saying is easy, doing is so much difficult.. well.. straighten my thinking and just go ahead.. *grin* someday , I really wish.. I culd see the kind of moments I yearn for. not by hardworking or by achievement. is by myself .

Gonna slp... Yawns~ .. lastly.. ..

Gd niites :) miss my boy.. ;D ..

and my ladies.. :D ..

My date

2010-10-27T01:08:00.002+08:00

Work as usual, every Saturday really hate getting up early. Sigh! So damn he'll early. Never been in my work I have to wake up like 630 am! have to reach office at 8 am and work till 7 pm. =.="..
Anyway, end work jiu head off to plaza sing and meet up dearboy. Suppose to meet him on.. Friday but I had work to do after work so din meet up. And it was our anniversary on Friday, sorry my dear. Yea, was planning to watch movie. And he went to queue up while I reach it was his turn . So we decide to watch piranha. Erm, after much considering .. like Lynn say it was kind of cartoon and JJ say it was disgusting. >.< nv watch hw we knw he disgusting it was. Damn nv bring jacket. Then went to food court and eat the indonesia's BBQ .. I had sotong and dearboy had his fish set. Yummy! Ate it once and sat was e second time. hees. after tt went off to walked around and stroll off at orchard area. The movie time was 12 am and it was just 9 pm., 3 hrs to spare.. lols! Dearboy went og to get his company dinner's clothing .. then we head back to his car to drop my bag and his clothes at the boot .. And head off to istana's opp , seated there awhile and back to plaza sing . He went to arcade to play his game while I sit there watch and went up n down to waste time abit. so wrong to watch a movie so late and yet I was damn slpy. Hais.. but no choice cos I wanna watch and no timing for other area or if nt it's already full and sold out. Yea, after movie jiu went home. so slpy la.. Once reach home after bathe jiu.. "pop".. Coma Liao.. jitao coma within 2 mins. Haha! hmmm, review for the movie.. disgust and horrible.. the fish nv eat the whole body like left all e bones and some flesh.. at first it's at a lake when the man's beet bottle sank down to the deep sea.. and it somehow hits e bottom crack and opens up a cave? lols. All e fish eaten just swim to e top and eat man. The. Slowly then swim to a bigger sea and had their fill.. when those ppl went to investigate they capture one back to give an old man and ask wad exactly is that fish.. it's an fish eaten whom was exist 2 million yrs ago. And the one they capture is nt even mature yet meaning is just baby fish eaten nt those already have fish organ . Then they swim to bigger sea all over is ppl swimming like beach party . Just nice their big meal.. and bad is.. u can see alot of flesh and meats.. Yucks! Damn bloody disgusting can! eeewww.. this taught us to nt swim in e sea..dangerous.. lols.

Updates.

2010-10-21T01:37:00.000+08:00

Been long since I last updates! I meant I was so frequent to update upon just anything and now I'm so busy wif work and extremely exhausted physically and mentally. Sigh! I hardly have time for anything and am so so outdated Liao. Idk wad's e trend and fashion out there, Lols! I only knw hw old tt building is. Hahaha!

erm, din really went out to anywhere except for dearboy's birthday .. yeap.. nowadays is to spend our time at home. so homely. Haha! nth much though. Except for always quarreling .. I don't see much mre tt we are capable now.. >.< .. Hearing it sounds like .. " why do u guys quarrel tt much?" .. okay, becos we don't agree on each other's option and opinion. simple? lols. I would say is ridiculous. =\ .. hmm, forget it.. I don't wanna rmb tt much either.

soon, one yr is over again. How's life , my ladies , frens , peeps and anyone?! Did u spend ur everyday fully or it just sucks so much day by day?! Hmm..

Anyway, earlier after work I was out alone to shop around. The feeling is kinda gd cos I culd spend sometime to ponder on things and thinks.. and getting my wants.. but ! Some idiot stops miie just to promote some stuffs .. and .. I missed my bus! WTF! there I waited my bus like an hr although I did spend some time inside e mall but still.. MISSED! *angry* .. I shld have reach home like .. 10 pm but I reach like 11 pm.. arghs! Spoiled my mood and my day.. Like this it ends my shopping sprees.. :(

Walked home after getting down e bus.. while walking pass a path where cars/motor make a turn to park car or drive out of it .. e other side of it was a guy whom look so suspicious.. and I'm on e other side walking pass each other.. I was carrying a shopping bag and my bag on shoulder tt guy walk straight gonna pass miie suddenly swing to my side like gonna pounce on miie . I was kinda shocked and walked further mre to e road side , stood there looked at him. while peeps walking pass was like.. why am I standing at e road side and staring at e guy.. so disgust.. He smiles at miie. WTF! Yucks! And he fucking look like a china man!

Girls, beware When u're out like so late going home please get a guy fren or someone to pei u home .. cos it's dangerous !

...

1 plus le.. ahhh.. Slp! Gd niites!

pondering..

2010-10-13T13:10:00.001+08:00

idk if I had become someone whom he thinks he can vent his anger on miie , felt very irritated and can scold miie out of the sudden..

SERIOUSLY, I DON'T LIKE IT!

No, is no one wants it. Why shld u vent ur anger on miie when it isn't my fault? Why shld u feel irritated becos of miie? And scold miie out of the sudden and u think u gt the right to.

Now I tell u, I don't fucking thinks I deserve to be scolded, to vent ur anger on miie and if u feel I'm so irritating, can just tell miie to GET LOST!

Yes, this is ur kind of character.. why shld a girl accepts to let the bf vent on u for nth and scold u for minor stuffs and felt irritated becos of yourself.

I also wanna vent.. can I fucking SCREAM THE HELL ON YOU!

And I hate it when u thinks u're wrong then say sorry after tt.. then why in the first place u didn't think of it?

I don't really knws, what exactly u wants. I tried my best in everything , I culd.
I didn't put my effort in as a gf?
This is sad.. I already tried all I culd!
I nv ask for anything, neither do I demand..

Everyday I'm like running up a hill by hill.. just to follow on ur footsteps.. I fall and slowdown.. u wouldn't turn ur head to look at miie.. I'm wound and hurts.. u din even cre.. I carried all e sorrows just to be wif u.. will u look at miie just once? Before I die of heartache and broken heart..

Updates

2010-10-12T23:32:00.002+08:00

10/10/10- Happy 25th birthday ,dearboy

09/10 Saturday

Work as usual. So tired , early 8 am jiu at office le. Waiting for clients call, packed viewing and arrange buyer specialist. *scream* hw I wish I can just walk off n home to nap. lols!

As time goes by, jiu off work lo. Went off wif Lynn to orchard. we headed to heeren and seated at mcd waiting for dearboy and co. when they reach jiu head off to this jap buffet at heeren basement . Hmmm, some food is really not tt bad but pricing too over le. Dinner on wkends is 30+++ lo. Not worth it. Then after dinner they say go shanghai dolly but on the way down dearboy changed his mind to strawberry. Everybody agreed jiu headed down. Get down at central opp waiting for wah kit and then Lynn asked James over. After they reached, went down there. Hmm, crowded as usual. And, dearboy was drunk and it was before 12 am. LOL! Bought a cake for him at the same shop tt I bought for Yingz. Yea, left at 1 plus . Thanks to wah kit , helped miie send dearboy home. reached home jiu flat dead.

10/10 sunday

Work as usual. After work jiu head down to taka at orchard to meet up dearboy . We walks around and headed to 鼎泰丰 . Idk which tai is it, lols. Hmm, if it's nt dearboy's birthday and demand to eat seriously I won't wanna eat . 1 thing is , the menu has nth I wanna eat. And , all I see was.. Chinese traditional foods. Then order a few like 虾仁炒饭，小笼包，拌干面 & 豆苗。the queue was long and slow. Wanna give up but soon we gotten our seats. Then waited and am hungry jiu complained , to dearboy. lols. finally, we had our xiao long bao first , then fried rice and noodle finally our vegetable. Overall, thumbs up! not tt I'm too hungry but is really delicious. But delicious one to miie is the noodle and vegetable while e bao and rice is so so only. Yummmy~ loves! haha.. had a fulfilled meal~ then off to cineleisure for movies~ watched this the other one. By the rock~ damn funny can.. lols! worth watching but alittle too draggy.. then after tt jiu headed home le.. while dearboy was searching for mj kakis.. lastly had no one to played and acc miie at home for awhile jiu left le. Anyway, happy birthday, dearboy! :)

11/10 Monday

Work! Reached at 1 pm. Head down to work . Then went off to help Lynn pay her bills while she give miie cash . After tt had a alittle chat and finish wad I shld have but couldn't finish on time and left office alittle late cos dearboy is waiting for miie he is on leave. Quickly packed and went off, took 506 back to je and change to 198 to jp. Reached jp jiu waited for him awhile and he reached , jiu went off to eat. After tt jiu walked around and he went to buy his ice cream at mcd after tt jiu head off to arcade then jiu took bus home. Had alittle tiff and was utterly upsets. Wasn't in any mood, while reached home I was throwing my tantrum around and he wasn't very happy jiu ask miie why am I so frustrated and things .. After all tt we have come clear, I was mre cool off.. and he went back home .

12/10 Tuesday

Off day! Finally, pending for it everyday like so tong ku.. Hais.. slp my day off! Woken up like gonna 3 pm and had my lunch then text wif dearboy and went out to buy ice cream from udders for dearboy and dinner for miie n bro. Went to westmall to get my ordered ice cream and then shop alittle but nth appealing jiu off to buy dinner . Had mos burger for dinner! yea, reached home jiu eat dinner then waited for dearboy to come over after work . He reach, jiu enjoyed our ice cream~ yummy! Then acc miie watch tv and he went home lo..

Birthday birthday :)

2010-09-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday to Yingz Eva

19th Sept 1o' Sunday

Work at ten am, reach work jiu get down my head and ears to dial and dial and dial. lols! hectic ah , hectic. Anyway, finished work at 6 plus dearboy came to fetch miie , he parked downstairs and waited inside. While I text sherlin and she say I may go off. Packed my stuffs and say gdbye to Ryan. then Went to toa payoh and buy KOI~ favorite! haaha. as usual, my ice cream milk! Yummy! And dearboy had his honey milk tea. After collected jiu went to eat, pass by a cake shop wad makes it special is it looks like donut . And next is it's the cleaness compare to others. LOL! ordered a birthday cake for Yingz, due to my work load I'm so busy and didn't have time to buy presents . So, I owe her one birthday gift. Anyway, after taken jiu went to popular , wanted to buy monopoly deal card and just nice Yingz reach tea party at sixth ave le so ask her to ask the staffs there if they have this game then we don't need buy le. Yea! After tt, head to carpark and head down lo. reached le, dearboy looking for space to park then head up . Then teach Yingz and Jason hw to play. After tt, play first round let them knw hw the game goes .. hmm, I don't think they catches the game yet and then Lynn n he fren Jeff reach jiu went upstairs for a bigger space. Then all of us started to play. Hahaha! I think the one whom really enjoyed is Jeff he very engross in it. lols! we played for many many rounds and they kind of catches e tactic and points . Good! Then deal break ur frens! lols, make them spilt their property and bankrupt. Hahaha. About 11 plus jiu sing birthday song and cut e cake. Good thing she likes it. I also find it cute . Hahaha. Taken photos then left le , reach home jiu coma le. lols. Super tired!

20th Sept 1o' Monday

Went to work at 1 pm. Till 4 plus jiu left le. Tot of heading to orchard then go bugis fetch dearboy off work but leh, timing nt allowed to. LOL! Reach bugis jiu walked over , head over to his office downstairs an waited .. Then he came over le jiu tel miie he having meeting.. from noon till he off work.. omg! tt's too much, but a big company jiu nth else to say lo.. then went to eat chicken rice and I had curry chicken , Full Full! hees. after tt walked to bugis junction then to arcade he went to play his game and I sat tt acc him . When he finished , we stroll off to suntec and waited for our express bus but it gonna take 40 mins we missed e one arriving.. then walk off to marina looked around and then head back to bus stop , soon out bus arrive . So PACKED! and bus lane change it don't go pass orchard , it go pass marina bay sands. omfg! Anyway, saw a cute baby when he cries, he was feeds and when he alps, ultimately cute! hahaha. it tooks much longer to reach home, dearboy craps around . lols, making miie don't knw wanna laugh or just pretend I din heard . lols! Reach home bathe and played games till late then slp le..

21st Sept 1o' Tuesday

Woken up at 1 plus, prepared and headed out. So lonely! No one acc miie. Cos all gt date le. So sad! took express over then started my presents spree.. =.=".. peeps are shopping sprees, I'm presents spree . lols, reach orchard le jiu head off to taka and find.. A gift but leh, I can't find it. =.=".. arghs! I walked up and down left and right and I totally cant find it I asked around but no answers. I give up! And walked to other shops to see wad I can get.. !!!! finally, found .. I think she shld like it la.. :) hees. after tt, head off to cineleisure and shop around .. nth appealing.. then to hereen , hmm.. Have some shou huo, but I'm so damn tired and aching . Been walking like few hrs non stop lo. sibei lei lo! then about 6 called dearboy, he was suppose to meet miie after work but he hasn't called even till 6. So I text him and he say he was having OT. okay, waited for him and head off to somerset 313. After tt, he say he gonna reach so I went back to hereen again. After he reached , brought him over to the store alt to see his presents . He didn't see any which he fancy thn to another shop and he found one or two he likes. Okay, done wif my two darling's presents. lols. thank god , my effort din waste down e drain.. haha.. After tt, head off to eat botak jones ! Yes! So damn hungry can! lols. after dinner jiu head home lo.. took mrt home.. reach home jiu bathe and slp le..

It spells H E C T I C

2010-09-19T01:30:00.001+08:00

Not even dearboy believed I culd wake up for work like gonna reach office at 8 am.. I gotta wake up like 6.30.. AM! ;D Lynn knws only. tt shows I'm improving. A gd sign. Hees.

Alright, work is hectic. I gotta talked on phone like hrs and hrs. Can rest , can slack but nt like awhile is only a few mins and go on wif my stuffs. I'm picking up on wad I learned earlier. And now it comes to a new series , whereby I'm th one picking up and telling them wad I have in hand. Well, pretty tough. I'm nt gd at talking, ESP to strangers. =\ tt's my weak points. Idk hw I survive those 6 years working in salon. LOL!

Afte knowing my actual timing on sat n sun. I just wanna die off, a total of 11 hrs. 8 am- 7 pm. Can die Liao, if overime till 8 pm. A total of 12 hrs. >.< I understand like wad Dom say, u don't want ppl to gossip behind ur back. So u have to prove u can do it and show ur results make them know u're not someone they can look down or so.. performance is the best proving , I gotta buck up le.

Told dearboy, I can off and go off early whenever I want but I have to show them I'm gd as well. And in order to plan my own timing like nw, sibei sucks and worn out. I gotta get used to it. I'm starting to admire myself, haha.. I can get up so early. Despite how much bad attendance I had in the past , I nv knw this can motivates miie. Cos I knw, I don't do this job becos I like it but is out of no choices and just to take it step by step and see hw it goes. So, I've to learned no matter wad job it is in future this is the attitude I shld give.

oh yea, gonna slp. Tml celebrating Yingz birthday. yawns~ gd niites :( .. I'm unhappy to remind myself I need to wake up early becos of work and so far~!!! =\ hais.

tt's all i need..

2010-09-16T23:12:00.001+08:00

alittle comfort from u, is all I need. I don't ask for much do I? No, u didn't. U added mre sarcastic in.. By now, it shldnt affect miie much. Not now, I'm so hurt.

These two days of work, was.. a very big challenge. Yes, peeps might seem nth to them. Not to miie, this is not something I've ever come across before. Yes, pressure is very big. I'm very amaze, I pick up alittle fast. Even if I don't knw , I still try to knw it. talking to strangers is always something I don't like at all. And this really test my paitents , I heard it everytime all I need was short and sweet. Yea, god damn knw I'm like u guys meh. U guys been hw long and im just two days, don't fucking thinks u undersand miie. not enough slp is already a really fed up to miie. AND, din ur parents teach u wad is manners? Ask or speak to a person u must look at tt person. No wonder I don't like u at the first place. Fuck u bitch!

Arghs!!! sorry, I just wanna vent . Tt's all.. I tot my boy would understands miie . And sadly to say.. no. so disappointed. hai.. don't wanna say too much.. probably this wkend gonna give it a miss to meet up wif him cos I'm gonna be so dead after work.. Unless on Monday I can off if nt I think gonna say sorry to Yingz . Will confirm wif her again. hai.. thinking of it make miie wanna tears..

i cant slp!!!!!!

2010-09-15T04:07:00.001+08:00

I can't slp! Tried to slp at 12 plus and it failed! I'm starting my new job tml. And nw, hais.. Guess I'll be pretty tired.

13th sept 1o' Monday

Woken up at noon prepared and headed out. Took 506 express to toa payoh and took a cab down to lorong 6 hsr building. Called Lynn and she opens e door for miie. Yea, had a official interview and on my pay wise, timing n on.. after tt, dom show miie around e whole buidling. It's a primary school when they taken down like just 2 mths old. lols. Everything done le, jiu slack at office wait for Lynn to off work while I'm so hungy jiu go for dinner wif two of her boss. After dinner headed back office and waited for her awhile mre n she off work le. Headed down to bugis by train before tt lynn's colleague drove us and drop us at kallang mrt station. We reached jiu went to arcade and played fishing game. At first we win back e tokens we change and after tt we butt itchy change to other machine and lose all off again! right after tt, went to pasta mania they haven't eat while I'm still full. Finished their dinner, it's a real fishing time. Went off to lowest seletar reservoir at yishun for fishing. Hmm..2 hrs plus only, we caught NTH! sad! :( each of us taken a rod to fish, James played wif e rod I was fishing and lost tt net. Lols, everything is nt mine even e rod or net so I lose nth and James gek xim nt miie. Hahaha! After fishing jiu back home lo. Tired! = bathe , play games n slp .

14th sept 1o' Tuesday

Last rest day and start work next day lo! woken up by viper , thanks :). Prepared and head off to salon and clear my locker! Yes, fully cleared! Not a strand of hair inside. LOL! waited for viper while Tim cuts her hair and I was teaching Joey how to use some app for her iPhone tt she just bought, congrats! then half way through I had a fringe cut and slack slack awhile mre jiu left le. tot of heading to yew tee wif them for fishing but dearboy wanna meet up . So head home le. Before tt drop by westmall and buy my dinner. Had subway sandwhich . not tt nice, i still prefer lot 1 . lols! yea, took bus home. Hmm, wrong timing. 6 plus was a worse of all ones. Damn packed, like shit. one kid was kicking my bag, becos I was holding down wif my stuffs I tke home and my dinner. The kid was sitting down wif tt leg swinging away. =.=".. I think by the time he grow up, maybe he'll knw hw expensive tt bag he kick was. lols. Lastly get down tt bus and head right home. Taken my dinner and dearboy reached my place. Chatted away and watching tv . like ten plus he left for home lo. After tt what's app before I left bed. And bed .. yea, bed.. Why wouldn't u let miie slp.. =.=".. so pathetic now.. I'm beginning to worried e rest of the wk hw am I gonna take it without a proper rest.. hais.. forced myself to slp NOW!

i guess i had a little too much..

2010-09-14T03:40:00.001+08:00

13th sept 1o' Monday

Now, I'm watching a movie on chnl 5. It's call, blue demon. Sounds cool right. Lols! Tt's why I stayed up to watch =.=" despite tml I have an interview. Wahahahas! Gd luck to miie man!!! lols! And I'm awesome! LOL!

Ytd, was home. All day, watching tv.. wif dearboy at my place. he came on noon , played wif fei fei. And I went on to slp, lols. Woken up like 5 plus and had dinner , earli eh. lols. An tt fellow watch e drama on chnl 8 . Jacelyn Tay was doing sunny side up for du de wei . And he want it. =.=".. *pout* . Okay, make him one. Lucky he say it's nice if nt I make him do one same one as mine. exactly same one. lols! After dinner slack slack then head out at 7 plus to downstairs to buy durian. He wanna eat and brought fei fei out as well , we tot we can get it just right at my area but it wasn't very appealing. So we went off to 500+ market , choosen 3 boxes and walked back home wif tt fei fei . Thank god she din stop halfway if nt I gotta carries her. lols. Back home le jiu bring fei fei to wash her tiny paws and wash her cutie face and towel dry her. Seated down and enjoying our durian. Yea! Delicious ;D. Hahaha. Was watching tokyo drift fast n furious. Playing my games as well , he fallen aslp. The show ends and he woken up till 10 plus and he left for home le. I went to bathe and continue my game till it's time to slp but wanna stay up for e movie on chnl 5. Interesting, a few professor controlling 6 expensive sharks. One of it is call blue demon. lols. And someone damage e chips connected to e sharks and break e net which is to keep e sharks from getting out. And all sharks are out to hunt their food , a few dies. And one shark was killed by a fish hunter. 5 mre was still out in e sea. so exciting. lols. After show jiu slp lo.. niites :)

Fishing+movie.

2010-09-12T03:40:00.001+08:00

Earlier, dearboy called to confirmed of meeting up. Planned as well , but it came so nicely seriously spoiled my mood and make my day worse! I was already bathing half way wif e weather so hot and e whole bathroom was warmth. I nearly fainted, wif e pain so unbearable. Once I finished, quickly walk out and head to my room which iso so stuffy . Switch on e fan wif u hair wet , switch it off again. Lie straight on bed , having cold sweat , tremble hands . Omfg! Why on earth girls shld suffer such painful thing. Dearboy called up, ask miie if I'm ready and I tel him I'm nt well but shld be okay later on . Told miie to stay at home and rest and I say if I'm better I'll head out. After awhile sit straight up and search for panadols . Found it! Tken n lie back, =.=".. someone kill miie please! After like 30 mins , I felt really better and started to prepared. After tken dinner jiu head out. Took bus to orchard and change to another bus to bugis. Walked to selegie and look for them over at LAN shop. Awhile later we left for bugis junction for fishing. I change 5 bucks less than 10 mins it's gone. Then dearboy change another 10 bucks , at first I gotta a shark which is 100 tokens then I change to another machine and lose off all again.. lols! And, he nagged! Haha! Saying I shldnt change but I wanted to play tt machine , he told miie to start off the one I often played. well, lols! Then sim left for his frens , we were thinking where to go.. to watch a movie or to play pool, LAN, drinking!? And, we head home. Lols! While on e way, dearboy tot of heading to jp . So went over and there is still movies. Watched e grown ups. Damn funny! A very gd comedy! Worth watching. lols! old jokes, dirty jokes. Nice one. :) haha. gonna 2 hrs show . Before e show sim say to meet us at jp safra for LAN and before e show ends he say his nt meeting anymre. So, home! Walked home. Chatted alot, yea.. one shld mke plans for e future , I meant for ourselves. Like, savings , career, family, marriage. Alot.. when there is no savings.. wad happen when there is emergency? Who will fork out money for ur emergency? No one can predict wad will happen next.. so there is savings is always safe for urself .. hais! for this 23 yrs , I haven done planning for my future. Not even a savings. Wad shld I do now is, work a job wif a better prospects and saved up for my future. If not, my life will be ruin in my own hands. Yea~ set a goal and strike it HARD! lols. Earn more money , mre money! lols.

Updates!

2010-09-11T07:22:00.001+08:00

Last day of jy is on wed!
Finally, I leave tt company. Better don't ever go back le. lols. Everytime will back to square one.

Wed, meet up Yingz at orchard. Went to eat dinner then head back to get her salary and rush off for her iPhone casing n ect. After tt, slack off outside cine while Lynn n co wanna meet up so waited for them . Once they came over jiu head to cine opp for some snacks. Chatted over there and Yingz left for her frens . Slack back at cine awhile and head back home.

Fri, meet up dearboy and sim for movies. While we have few hrs to spend till e timing for our movie . Went to taka then back to cine opp for botak jones . Damn full! lols. Anyway, saw Terry and co. They were there for dinner too. After tt, went off to plaza sing for fishing ! Dearboy change five bucks for miie to play . Played for almost 1 hr. Hahaha! Whenever he heard e token sound , he give miie this face =.=".. He have to bend over to collect e tokens . Cos it don't store e tokens up whenever u capture an fish or something it just drop down and down. lols. At last, ended. He damn happy , lols. Don't need to collect e tokens anymre. Hahaha. Idiot! then walked back to cine and meet up sim . Then head for movie, resident evil! Not bad~ yeap, I got shock for few times. lols. after movie jiu went for LAN games again. Played till 4 plus am and home! So tired! lols.

>.< third entry!

2010-09-05T04:08:00.001+08:00

why I say third entry, becos this is the third time I wanna post this entry. =.="..

on Thursday, morning ten am went to buy breakfast for dearboy , he was sick due to food allergy. Poor boy! Pei him till late noon jiu went home le.

At niites, meet up Lynn at ten pm tot of just having dinner ended up went to Labrador park for fishing. Lols! Very healthy lifestyle. hees. anyway, we caught 2 crabs, 1 catfish and a sting ray. Unexpected is a sting ray. omg~ jut beside us gt a group they caught nth and saw us keep having crabs and all.. Until they saw that sting ray jitao packed their things and left. lols! Miie n Lynn nearly froze to death. hahaha! Very cooling , too cooling .. lols. We took umbrella to block the wind.. and the current is really huge.. tide keep on coming high up. whooot~ finished at 430 am.. and home.. damn tired .. bathe n slp..

On Friday, meet up dearboy , sim , Wong and neo for movies at cineleisure. Went to buy tickets and had dinner at xin wang cafe. after tt walked around somerset 313, heeren's mcd to slack and back to cineleisure for pool. while time's up an movie! Had this cats and dogs.. Ultimately cute. The show so so only.. After movie jiu selegie for beancurb and LAN games. Around 4 am we left for home. Tired, bathe n slp..

Saturday, went over to bugis and look for dearboy n sim at LAN shop. Played a new game on my own.. Prototype. Nice! Sort of like mafia , not mafia wars on fb.. Is a pc game call mafia.. But diff type of storyline.. that mafia is a gangster type of character, while this is a creation type of half human half vampire monster. Very strong power wif two bare hands , can be sword, big hands or claws like bear . I was amazing i can play like two hrs long. lols. dearboy say he wanna play too, it look fun. But he was mre addicted to sort of cs type, blackshot. Keep kena shot by others, hhahaha! He say wanna trained it up and can battle sim. lols. After tt, I'm damn hungry . So sim drove us to scissors curry rice. oh my, no wonder Yingz like to eat so much. My first time trying, :). Delicious! Cheap though. hees. after eating jiu home lo. Now blogging, def can post cos I copy all entries, If happen to missed Q . I don't need be fed up cos I gt back up. Hahaha! Niites! it's raining~ I'm missing u , every rain drops :). So mushy. Wahahahaha! I really miss u la. ;D

yishun, yew tee, lim chu kang and..

2010-09-01T07:11:00.001+08:00

Ytd, went to collect my pre-order dress at yishun. Super far and I even lost my way. Damn it :( lols. I seldom went to yishun nt even a meet up. I culd search my way to the block and which direction which side of bus stop. *wipe sweat* lucky I hold an iPhone. haha. While on e way to bus stop was chatting to Shareen on e phone. I keep pressing e end call button . Lols, thanks to my clumsy fingers. lols. Took bus to north point mall and mrt down to yew tee, waited for Lynn at her hse in her room. Damn wanted to mess up her room, ransacked like tornado. LOL! too boring to wait for her back home. ahaha! This is wad I do when I'm bored , so beware ah.. don't let miie in ur room.. U nv knw e next min wad is ur room like.. hahaha! finally, she is back. Wanted her to print out my deal.com.sg's voucher. Then while printing, noticed her iPhone was already jb.. she say sky did it for her.. And her version was same as mine.. wonder why Justin say my version no longer can jb only to wait for e new version. Soon, finished. So thankful to Lynn :). stayed on alittle while and headed downstairs, she suggest to go out .. like rounding .. while sky and a fren was discussing bout iphone's setting.. ask sky if he can help miie to jb, cos Lynn say it doesn't need anything . And indeed, he didn't need anything just my phone and his phone for some information. Marvelous! Within half an hr , it's done. Thanks so much too! Lols! After tt, we set off.. went to lim chu kang.. This path where alot of peeps like to race and speed . Wow~ saw evo and swift .. their engine .. Damn damn.. =.=".. nearly become deaf.. lols. then sky wanna run for few rounds .. So we sat somewhere and watch car racing and speeding.. few rounds later, sky came back and we chatted and joke alot.. like.. Lynn say , if tt vios is aaron's car and sitting beside is a girl, wad will u do ? Then I say, sky! Come, let's go! Lols. All laughed! ask sky to speed and stop his car.. and next , I'll def kick his ass and slap tt girl. LOL! So imaginative. Hahaha! Soon, we left for lim chu kang's jetty. Been there like once, I rmb went there for some reasons.. well, it's the past le.. so present came now. lols! Went see peeps catch fish.. not much peeps.. Very dark, smelly and the path is too dangerous.. we went to e end and saw two Malay guys fishing.. then went to e middle was two Chinese man catching crabs. This is interesting, ;D . They really caught two and a prawn and star fish. A mini star fish. there it drives lynn's enthusiastic. She wanna catch crabs too and star fish and prawns. Becos of her, James say he will buy fish head in e morning and sky will go buy net and basket. LOL! And their hunting starts tonight , gonna give it a missed. Hasn't been meeting him lately , so shld meet up tonight or maybe in e evening. Yeap! After awhile we left for home lo.. so tired.. my phone only left 10% when I reached home. Whooot~.. anyway, shld slp now..morning :)

Updates before sept comes~

2010-08-30T02:33:00.001+08:00

Oh well, I shld have a entries before this but then somehow it lost connection and there it goes~ waste! lols. wth~ I still rack my brain wif words , =.=".. anyway, doesn't matter liao. lols!

hmmm.. last wk, meet Yingz out she wanna shop for her work outfit. Meet up at bugis , I was late. LOL! So sorry. We had late lunch before tt we're at bugis village and she bought her clothes then we left to bugis junction. After lunch, went over to arcade wanna try my luck but damn it. I lose 100 tokens less than 30 mins =.=".. Well, nth much we culd do so I suggest to go selegie for beancurb. Yea, walked over the weather was .. =.=".. Omg~ lols. Ordered drinks and beancurb , quite alright .. chatted awhile before we left , dearboy has already off work. Went to arcade to look for him after he finished his game then head off for his dinner. After tt, discussing where to go then had movie at marina . Walked over and went to buy tickets. While we have 2 hrs to spend head to dearboy's previous company, his fren is there for tt day and loiter there for sometime. play wif e baby's playmate , no wonder I find those balls so familiar . tt ball he gave it to fei fei , pink one. lols. we left off to Starbucks and slack there till it's time for movie! after movie, took cab home.

28th august 1o' Saturday

din went to work. no pt to state reason. I've no reason for it. lols! dearboy came over for dinner , my mum cooked. While waiting , was watching DVDs wif him and after dinner we continue on. While it's ten plus , call up sim and meet up at my hse area . Head off to geylang for durian. superb~ but abit disappointing, I had too full for dinner. lols. if nt can have mre of it. After durian, was plannin to go where then suggested play LAN game. Went down to selegie , played an hr plus and left . Next day I gotta work, dearboy say can't play for too long. =\ sim send us home , home and bathe and bed~

hoh hoh hoh, next day. Late! Doesn't matter cos I'm hourly paid . Lols! work was bored. I sense something wrong but no one reveals , *shrug*. Hmmm, it was fatso's birthday . Happy birthday to u, 小肥！may u and ur girl last and don't let her down u this sucker. since u decide to start this journey wif her then u got the duty to be responsible. Don't make miie look down on u and don't tranish e image in my mind. Get it, fat ass. lols! sometimes, they kinda make my day. But today they didn't , their expression is like they knw something is not right but I had no idea wad is it. Anyway, not important not my business too. lols! like I'm diff from them, they're not my collegues . Haaha! Last time I might be concern but not like now cos I don't think I shld paid attention to any of this matters Anymre. I'm always e neutral one, I don't sided when I knw that doesn't concern miie I won't care I'll be a listening ear but won't advise. hee. at work slack till 9 pm and left for home lo. reached home bathe , online, watch dramas, play game and chatted wif dearboy on phone. came to update my blog, sigh. Had no fate in job search, this is so saddening.. hais~ hopefully those resumes I send will get notified! Yes! Prayed! Haha! Niites babe and hunks :)

Fish, fish, fish. :)

2010-08-22T17:07:00.001+08:00

21st august 1o' Saturday

after work wnt home, bro say they will be having mj sessions and dearboy will be joining. Evening time they came, I was slacking away . While it was 7 plus I went to prepared and headed out at 8 plus to yew tee pt for our fishing sessions again . But , so sad.. All the seats was taken , all full. damn it~ ask Lynn n sky still gt where to play, they say maybe bugis junction or iluma. Okay, down to bugis Junction. Well, nice~ they're still opening :) continue our game , swap a few machines and win quite alot. At last, dearboy and sim came to find miie, I played a few mre round n left. Lynn and sky still fishing. They said wanna watch movie at cine , so head over . Bought tickets and went to eat , at first say swensen then nth appealing and head to eat xin Wang cafe. After finished jiu head over to Yingz there to look for her then left off back to cine. Slack around till it's time to watch , after movie jiu home le. So tired~ =\

movies.

2010-08-22T05:07:00.001+08:00

20th august 1o' Friday

On friday after work was at yew tee point with Lynn for fishing sessions! lols, I didn't kne hw to play at the first place but watching her play at the same time boreds miie off, machiam she playing mj. lols. So I try as well, insert few tokens and start my game. Well, absolutely awesome! the game was fantastic ;D . Hahaha, I'm alittle addicted to it. Hees :) . We played for an hr plus and stop for dinner after tt waited for sky and james to reach we head off to cine for step up 3D . And, it was damn awesome too! Haha. Their steps and ways r too amazing :) highly recommended ! anyway, we're kind of crazy we catch e movie at 3 am and it finished off at gonna 5 am.. omg~.. home and SLP! lols. Too tired..

And today it's fishing game again! Oh well, I'm gonna catch mre n mre to earn tokens ;p .